When Dreams Prevail,

Thursday, March 25, 2010

The promise day

a promise has been dragging on one day after another
yes i am referring to removing of eso
about 2 weeks ago or even a month ago i was planning to remove eso from my com
but 1 day after another i held on the hope that someone who i game my promise to
would do it before me
one after another my friends left
but i see no reason of wat i was hoping for
my existance towards in is really kinda insignificiant at all
why would i hold on to the only knot that tied me down between me and that devilish game?

one after another i cut the knot from them and tying them back from msn and email
knowing that is the best way to really quit the addiction from that game
the only way one was to quit is from drama or strong perseverance
the hardest way is to bond urself with friends u know inside
that is always the reason for not being able to quit

but today even i ,myself got sick of this waiting
as much as i can see i will predict that there wouldnt be a quitting even after the promised day
so i am gonna be a savor of myself and remove wat has cause and know as a bad habit
as much as i feel t he pain to leave her
i dont see the point of wasting myself over something that wont happen
knowing true happiness is to know when to let go
when u go head on with something that isnt worth and wont go anywhere at all
u will earn urself nothing but a empty hollowness within
there are more ppl i wanna meet
many things i wanna do
different places i wanna visit
i wont get tied down anymore

in the end i posted this quote i have put in my msn

anata no yakusoku wo hata suno darou ka?
ware ware wo sanshou shite shinakereba nara nai

i am the last person to laugh at myself and at the foolishness for all this
but in the end i learnt another valuable lesson that wasnt taught from my family
but a experience on my own.
i wish i have gain these experience earlier...
sigh o well that's my life i guess

12:06 AM