When Dreams Prevail,

Sunday, March 07, 2010

tired as it is...

sigh -.-
sometimes it's so hard for others to understand between having to have a life
and having to help someone
i wish i can just tell out how i feel at times.
typing communication is always so misunderstanding...
the thing about having to miss out info here and there
makes communication breakdown easier

i promised myself to break off from a game as there was too much drama involve
and i dont wanna associate with some ppl in that game
i mean it's not like everyone is bad
but the addiction when u are tied down from ppl u know
made the game harder to quit

and here i am still tied down by it
i mean of cos i love helping.
but i cant tell something in myself that
there are things becos of that game
i am actually ended up having more quarrels
well maybe i might be at fault too
but to fight over a game...
sigh...

recently i have began lurking around facebook more
since i cant do much
got addicted in a clicking game
it's almost like mmo
but without graphic
almost like having to imagine the world around u
with wat u read
missed out blogging so much again cos of the game too zzz

need to prioritize myself and get back on my feet
i hope i dont have to come to the last resort of having to stop my feelings
i dont wanna just involve myself between a game
and only talk about it and not other stuff...
that's not the feeling i hope to feel
how do i convey this over to the special someone?
maybe that was why i kept having miscommunication..
sigh...

and i know from her stage currently
she is going throught wat i am having now...
quitting is not gonna happen anytime till a drama happens...
but i dont wanna be offensive to tell her that><
the only reason why ppl quit one after another is mostly after drama happens
arg i regret coming to this game!!!
wasted 1 year of my life...

11:06 AM