Triple Home Movie Rush ~
27th Aug 2008
Triple Home Movie Rush ~
there so much movie that i wanted to
and yet no time for them till a sneak preview today~
Wall E
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wow wall E is a must see!
a although there isnt much speech by the old rust can
but hey! his a rust old robot with a heart of a blooming flower xD
being lonely in planet earth and meeting Eva the advance surveillance robot
protecting her and in the end being together with her~
A 4/5star movie~
gotta catch it on screen when it's officially out!
Star wars : clone wars
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Yet another amazing animation.the fight scenes of the jedi knights
it's a remade version of the star war series into animation
The battle scenes is alway the most fantastic within the movie
Any star war fan would love this animation as well~
4/5 stars for this movie~
Meet Dave
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A non stop laughter comedy movie!
with a tiny world of the "aliens"
they set off on a journey on earth as "Dave Ming Chen"
and how does a alien navigate on earth?
Nothing like the most powerful system "Google" and "Yahoo" LOL!
yea dont be surprise =x
Ming chen is the most common name in the world according to "google" XD
laugh your hearts out with the little friends
as they journey through earth with a ship size of a human,
a eye that never blinks ,
and a appetite that never ends! (anyone wanna drink a bottle of ketcup? XD)
Yugi-"oh my god"?
26th Aug 2008
Yugi-"oh my god"?
spend the whole day slacking my life off
as i seems to have addivted to yugi oh gamesXD
kept going online to look for more deck combos and playing them
dmg is not all the game could do.
i like finding strange combo that dishes out strange effects XD
yea was so bored that i made a luck deck as well? x.X
yea as i was looking back at my old pics i found this pic of a wallet i saw
when i as running around looking for geta
the NOT EMO wallet lol
i was like "wth someone actually made it into a brand fashion" XD
it's amazing how fasion can be a twist of things we like and hate lol
i can still remember a pic i saw in my email condom dresses >.>
fancy ,but i wonder if those condoms are...lol nvm wont wanna think about it
finally finished my matsuri blog page
took me quite a while to get all the pics in place
not to mention resizing them and getting some pic i missed out from dark
yea memories are meant to be kept
so that one will never forget the fun times..
and the sad ones as well..
well not all sad memories are bad
at least they serve as a valuable lesson in life
http://dreamersmatsuri.blogspot.com/
gonna make a siggy for it to be linked onto my friendster and stuffas soon as i link the old cosplay link as well XD
more work to do i guess X.x"
25th Aug 2008
A Vid for the bits
spend the whole day trying to perfect that vid i promised to peiqi and the BOB team
yea am man...i sure hate my comp
pretty much as to smashing it and getting a new one
but yea i cant x.X
at least not now.
the comp hanged several times while i try to make the vid
from a even funnier version i am force to speed up the vid to reduce hang time
as well as muting the convo between everyone =\
the convo was suppose to be the funniest parts too >.<"
o well,at least the product turn out super funny xD
which makes me wonder
why did i have the stupid expression xD
(x 0 x) Y geez it made me look as if the cake taste terrible xD
must be the ichigo owning me x.X
anyway here's the fruits of the my labour XD enjoy all~
Natsu Matsu~!Tanoshimi desu yo ^0^
23rd Aug 2008
Natsu Matsu~!Tanoshimi desu yo ^0^
today is the day i have long awaited for
yes it's natsu matsuri~
not cosplaying but it's all about japanese culture and traditions
yes to me i am a bit unlike others
to some cosplaying is a way of getting fame
but to me it's all part of a japanese culture and arts
but today it's all different
i feel all blend into the world which i have long for
a event that so wanted to feel.
yea i mean it's still not as real as the being in japan
the hanabi,folkdance and stuff
but wat sadden me was the fact that it rained =\
i got a feelking that they actually situated the dance to be in the field
just like japan
but well,i gotta thank a gal i met there who offered her umbrella to us
but yea i became a umbrella holder for about like 1.5 hours >.but at least my yukata wont be total drench =)
arigato gozaimasu~ ,~(._.)~.
the event was really fun but there is a strange aura which i didnt quite like
but i try not to let that aura affect me
i feel a bit bad being unable to let haruX enjoy more as he had to go off early
his quite a nice guy to hang out with,
just that the food there isnt really his type >.<
which waiting for the others to get dressed
both of us went off looking around.
we feel ,kinda silly waiting in the queue for no reason.
iu guess dark was a little sad that she cant get yukata too
>.< Gomen nasai >.<
meet sensei at the matsuri~~
wah cant believe she actually brought my geta and belt to me x.X
thanks ice sensei~~
i guess wat i like the best about the event would be the folk dancing
LOL i didnt know etsu was so into dancing folk dance xD
really fun dancing with her.
some of the others joined in as well
but they didnt really dance as much as both of us.
i could practically dance the whole nite~
and woot hot hot hot~~sweat sweat sweat~tanoshimi dechu~~
actually wanted to go to the games for the last stop
but i guess the rest of the guys were too absorb in getting food
till they kept ignoring me
o well wasted the tickets =\
i guess i should have just gone off with etsu to go play first
too much delay liao =\
will be restarting my matsuri blog soon
since the last one i tot someone might maintain so i didnt start one.
time to get to work!
but yea this matsuri blog wont be for others.
kinda will be for myself
and any outing that i am in
so easier for me to maintain it
this event i gotta thanks Ace for bringing us and providing more info it
Peiqi ,especially HaruX and Dark for accompanying me from time and time
Mint for keep bullying me >.< kidding lah .nice joking with u.hair slapped >.<
And Most of all Etsu for the company in the folkdance~
Ichiban dechu~ o(^0^)b
Back : Ligen,Ace,Yutaka
Front : Kuchi,Nori,Etsu,Mint
Photographer : DarkWildWolf
Tales of an angel part 6
As the rise of the sun of a beautiful day
the cupid rises to dance with rejoice for the heaven
there as the fallen angel gathered within a corner listening to the songs of joy
dancing among the grass with the animals below,
a song of sorrow was melodically with the songs tells a story so yet another tale
"Dreams unfold,hearts of untold story
do thee know why the tears that ran down the river
to the lake of the evergreen forest..?
Every footstep you told blooms a flower of joy
but every flower you bloom,
attracts bees in search for your nectar
My heart would drift onwards to you
yet slowly the flowers you bloom for me
are wilting slowly in a cold winter...
Be mine and only mine
Keep me warm and never let go
for I only long for you..."
tears ran down the cheek of the fallen angel
with the songs of praise
he can only hear songs of sorrow
yet all he can do was send a chorus floating in the wind
and letting the river bring down a smile to that sorrow voice
"Be as strong as the wind the blows from time to time;
Stronger the northern winds;
Be as gentle as the rapids,quick to move by yet never rushing too fast
Brave to move through the different steps;
Never give up the smile that one believes in
Cry for the longing of laughter
Again from time after time of sadness
Never let go what you long for
Give a heart for your longing soul
Up to the skies above...
Standing by the river a light suddenly shined brightly
there on his peaceful little sanctuary
he danced along with the elves and the animals
A smile that kept him moving and dancing nonstop
singing the songs of praises
and the duet chorus of the "Drifting Sorrow"
24th Aug 2008
Out of the Pan and into my plate~!
woot another food fiesta with my game friends yz and joseph]
yea this is our 2nd food gathering
i still remember the first one was coscafe a few months ago
and now we are back again for another round
wat food u might ask?
it's Crepes~! from " Out of the Pan"
just too bad this time i was kinda hungry that i forgot to take pics of our food =\
the starter salad was nice
since we each order set meals
we took every different type of salad
Potato,mix vegi and fruit
up came the Crepes
the tastebug lingering favour is one that none should forgot about
but the only bad thing is it's not fulfilling enough
we had to get something else to kept my tummies full
but well it was a unforgettable taste experience i would say xD
well the price is ok compared to the last wine & dine with them
which was well over 120 for the 3 of us xD
70+ this time xD
i wonder where would our taste buds bring us next x.X
well here's the reciept anyway XD
Yukata trial wearing
22nd Aug 2008
Yukata trial wearing
yea tml is the day for Natsu Matsuri
pretty excited about it
so as i have planned for today i tried learning to wear the yukata by myself
wasnt a easy job to do x.X
just trying to make the yukata wear right was already a test of patience
took me quite a whole to get it right x.X
the obi was quite a headache too XD
it's pretty long almost 2m~3m long >.<
and it took me several tries just to successfully make it >.<
i cant imagine if i never try it out
it would bea disester tml morning lol
gotta wear up early in the monring to eat breakfast,
bath and start wearing the yukata liao
meeting boss at his place to help him with his yukata
i think i better go find him around 10+
got a feeling it's not gonna be easy xD
looking forward for tml~~
haha took some pic of my front back of my yukata
man is it hot~~(not sexy hot but sweating hot >.<)
finally completed my Yukata set~
21st Aug 2008
finally completed my Yukata set~
today sure spent quite a bomb on my final pieces of yukata
after doing my research on wher i can get my geta and obi
i went off in search for them.
never knew i can walk that much lol
gotta blog down my path i walked today x.X
First stop
bugis junction>>Bugis village>>sim lim square>>sun tec>>city link>>marina square>>city link>>suntec>>city hall
lol 2.5hrs of nonstop walking
now that's wat i call a healthy lifestyle XD
yea right...health my ass.my leg now is as tired as if i ran 2.4 >.<"
but it's cool meet ayami and painted at haru.
actually i saw them just at mrt just that see them couple i didnt wanna interrupt them so i walk a distant back XD
so yea yugi oh and walking is crazy xD
yea went over to say hi to ice and told her about the geta i brought XD
total 113 sia x.X + fan 19.80
lol but watls gay was the price of the fan i asked in city link.
after they check the price list 70+ for that damn fun LMAO
siao as if i would pay 70 for it.
i doubt shipping a damn fan is gonna cost 70 -0-"
but funny i remember that time they tell me is 17 leh -.-"
oh well,well yea again i brought ayami to bugis and got his yukata and obi as well~
a for geta well he will have to find a replacement le
cos the geta off his budget 59.90 lol.
the other geta is nicer but wth 100+ wor cmi x.X
haha well at leas this time i gotten everything ready~~
now to wait for natsu matsuri~~
pay day round 2
20th Aug 2008
pay day round 2
after yesterday's payday round one
it's time for peiqi and friends to come get thgeir pay
i actually remember wrongly the time of meeting xD
suppose to meet them at 3 but i reach 3.15
no wonder i was wondering why they reach so early LOL!
anyway went over to payroll office and met aishah and lydia
wah really damn heng sia.
yesterday met shar today meet them both.
heng today not much ppl also,yesterday really see dragon -.-
after that went off to kfc with peiqi and minhui
lyn had to go off
i cant believe we walked from ciy hall to PS x.X
looks like i am the mountain turtle
when it comes to walking from one location to the other
to think yesterday i was trying to "gps" a walking route to orchard
and today taking that route
that had made me feel glad i didnt bring yz and joseph by foot lol
yea wasnt in a eating mood
curry at home with 6 pieces of bread owns me totally
yea but nothing can beat having a large ice lemon tea woot~~
while we talk and me busying with my yugioh psp
we joke the world off
wonder how theyall can eat with all the gross topic of vomitting and pukingx.X
need to bow to them XD
off to arcade with some basketball challenge.
i am surprise today i am doing better then before
my shoots are actually bouncing out lesser.
and every match seems to be my score higher then peiqi
but...i just dont understand...how she WIN ME? o.O
my one cheating!!! =\
but i think i prefer bugis basketball
cos can keep playing nonstop
this one donno why 3 matches nia
after arcade i bid my farewell to the gals and made my way to haru
of cos not before i have some fun dancing PIU
and i totally failed -.-
donno why,i think must be my pants not flexible enough
lost in the 2nd round zzz
so yea just go off to haru.
was happy my yukata is finally here~~.
also went all over orchard to hunt for my geta and belt
i mean like wth?
taka dont have lucky plaza dont have -.-
wat's more funny is in taka
i went from 1st floor to 5th floor.
walk to resturant area and back went down to basement dont have
then end up i got piss walk off then wth
that jap corner is right where i first came in 30mins ago -.-
bakamono desu yo..boku de..but again they dont have male ones =\
it's either male ppl buy too fast or simply they never import much >.<
o well tml i will hunt my geta and belt =3
then need to pratice wearing it =\
not gonna be easy >.<
a smiling face with some dirt in hand~!
19th Aug 2008
a smiling face with some dirt in hand~!
finally the pay ordeal is over.
money is finally given to everyone
though i can say many arent feelingvery happy with it
so am i.
but i dont wish to dwell on it anymore.
after so many days of stavation finally i am able to have something nice to eat
met yz,joseph,goukun&gf,jingda today
everyone was here to collect the money
feel so glad that a load is off my shoulder
only left with peiqi and friends' payslip with me.
i wonder if tml would be find for them to go down to collect the pay
hah yea i am planning to go down to orchard anyway ,
yea~~ my yukata is finally here =3
going to get it from sensei tml as well as go shop for my fan
ran around with yz and joseph while vs-ing yugi oh
haha sure was fun.won quite a lot of rounds with my new deck
he was so owned he went gg whole day XD
lol grind deck~ =3 grind my own card till i have last 3 card and i won by exodus xD
he totally sian by 1/2 xD
now i need to vs gumok LOL.his my worst opponent x.X trashed by him big time >.<~
haha tml's goal is to find my fan
priace range from 16~25 dollar
gonna set the silk type de not those paper one .
looks strange with my yukata if i take those lol
which i suddenly wonder if nori and peiqi got their fan from the same shop i saw in citylink lol
totally the same pink fan lol
guess it must be a common fan =\
woot woot really a happy day~~ ^o^V
so weekend's outing plan le
sat - Natsu Matsuri
sun - makan sutra with Yz and joseph
i think it will be more yugi oh on sunday bah wahhaa xD.
gotta go make more decks to play with =3
dreamless love and loveless dreams
18th Aug 2008
dreamless love and loveless dreams
these days i have really starting to dream a lot.
from love andbreak up dreams to the recent romance of the 3 kingdom type of dream
yea this time i dream of everyone as a character in romance of 3 kingdom
fighting over land and atking cities
i wonder if i am missing everyone in the class.
well if you think of ppl and things too much
subconsciencely u will dream about them
actually i do miss them
but going out with them might be a prob since i am in need of money
gotta find a perm job soon.
unlike some of them,
they are still young
allowance and stuff from parents are abundance
yea i cant compare with others as well
family isnt really very much well off.
i too love dressing up and looking good
but money has always been a factor that made me change my mind.
"u need some new clothing?"
"nah dont need lah my old one still can use"
a bag with holes can last me even till now.
well every little money counts.
funny to wat i see i have spent quite a sum
for the past 2 months gathering and stuff
it was fun i have to admit but it burns a hole as well.
at least i found out that there are much more cosplaying events in singapore
then just cosfest.
if cos i wont forfeit my love and dream for a troublesome clamity that happened
most of my friend knows about my interest
yea even my ex do too.
very much into this expect of arts.
yea i am quite a japano-file,
cosplay,jrock,traditional japanese tradition and stuff
if i were given a choice to be reborn,
i would choose japan.
i had dreamt about it before
living in japan,
working there and stuff.
there is so much difference between japan and singapore.
school,work,ppl and lifestyle.
sometimes i really fear being a singaporean as well...
the kiasu,kiasee attitudes
but wat am i to complain?
i am already born in this very country.
only way to get in touch with my heart is to follow my soul...
been listening to the instrumetal version of Tsubasa Chronicle - If You Are My Love
very sweet song,sad yet touching.
brings out a lot of thoughts in my heart.
really love these musical pieces.
music for the soul~
12 lotus : the movie
16th Aug 2008
12 lotus : the movie
haha chatted with carol earlier.looks like she gotten her waloli
and kanon costume~
damn cute XD
1 look from her pic totally can tell she is a kanon char
rhe one who has a angel bag
forgot her name T^T
which makes me thing of a photoshoot theme.
Nippon Jikan : Waloli,Kimono,Yukata photoshoot theme =3
time to jio ppl and make it happen~
today accompanied mother to the polyclinic
a little bored =\
but well it's a promise so yea haha
sometimes it's really a irritating that
there are so many ppl in polyclinics
the amount of waiting time can drive one person mad lol.
watched movie with family 9.40 show haha
the 12 lotus, a freaking 2hr show but seriously
i rather they make it a tv series >.>
the first 1hr of the show was ok
songs and getai stuff
lover scenes and more singing
but when the last hour comes after the million dollar song
everything turn shitty and all no link zzz
dont make much sense
and the random songs that cuts into scenes
simply CMI lol.i started yawning when that parts came by -.-
cant imagine tml my neighbour's family going to watch that show
gonna see them complaiing like mad wahaha
12 lotus vs 881
881 owns this show 90 votes is to 10 xD
rate this show 2 stars out of 5
why 2 stars? they better thank their actors for the first hour -.-
cos the last hour is a complete flop =\
not that the actors are not good
it's the story line that makes no sense haiz...
but i have to say the 12 lotus song sure is a sad song
too bad the story of this show cant bring out that part of the song =\
failed badly i guess..
anyway singapore production ganbarimasu~~!
a scary dream...
15th Aug 2008
a scary dream...
today i got woke up by a scary dream
i saw a lot of arguing and break ups in it.
everyone i knew was in it.
and there i say someone familiar pounding on my chest crying frantically
cos she was ditched and i was somehow the cost to it...
kinda scary.i hope that will NEVER happen.
i wonder why did i suddenly dreamt of all these stuff..>.>
sigh...
damn pay..still not out
i am starting to worried about my daily usage
yes although i am quite a thifty person when i want to
spending as much as less then 10 per day if i am on survivor mode
but it's not all about me isnt it?
mother's medical fee for this sat..
sigh..damn payroll would u mind coming out faster?
these days not many ppls are having prob with money and stuff.
just recently i have been having stomachache and stuff.
damn i wonder if this skipping of meals is causing me the prob,.
but well i do hope it will slim down as well.
cant imagine surviving on 1 load of bread with a can of tuna.4 dollars / 4 days
1 dollar per day.
hmmm quite saving enough lol
let's try for 50 cents next time x.X"
14th Aug 2008
tickets for natsu matsuri =3
received a call from peiqi today
yea she might be able to get tickets for natsu matsuri
yogatta nee~~
but later got a sms in the nite that she can only get 2 =\
cos it has to be members to buy >.<"
o well at least secured 2 tickets.
so i guess i will still be going over to queue with the others for the ticket
so the reserve ticket can be for those for are lazy to queue X3
i cant imagine queuing up the whole day with my yukata T^T
wat worries me more is having everyone looking at me wearing my yukata out! XD
after that day wher i was wearing gothic
i have enough attention in Teban to last for a while x.X;
these days i have been wondering if i should go live again with my blog
just notice there is a free first time viewers in my blogs
anyway i am not really bothered with ppl reading.
i mean since now i am more or least affected by the things around me these days
everything has become numb.
tot about having another chalet next year if boss is still extending his studies
but as for who i am inviting this time i might restrict.
not that i dislike anyone
it's hard to control the crowd.
and with those who just dont wish to tell
where they are i am left with a doubtful of blames
i would rather pay a little more and have fun
then pay a little less for more trouble
yea birthday boys and gals that day are seriously invited~
but no more metal balls T^T
i was quite sad when my cake ended up as a cake bashing party =\
geez gotta start planning for next year's chalet once this year ends.
wat to do ,where to book.
i wish to book aloha this time~
big place lovely sceneries
and yes more space!
no more cramping and end up sleeping on the floor T^T
sigh...
a dream of a pirate and a elf
13th Aug 2008
a dream of a pirate and a elf
had a long dream of a story of a pirate.
who as once a prince casted away by the evil council
will be writing it down and posting
it in my story blog if i can still remember it x.X
sadly i kinda forgot the full details...
was kinda a nice dream.very fantasy like
yea as usual when one were to think of the ppl around you.
tendency of mixing them with dreams are quite easy
i notice a few familiar faces in my dreams
but hey are too blurry for me to know who they really are.
dreams are a gateway to a persons mind
that's very true.i have always close that part of me
off from everyone.the very fragile part of me
a crystal within the cave of darkness
who wont want a valuable stone from any exploration?
as i was looking at the stats of my webby i notice there was a constant
visitor yea from my crabby pal
and a unusual stat on the weekends
i wonder whose visiting my webby in the weekend?
lazy to find out whose looking in my page
as long as u enter my santuary and dont go plucking my fruits and mess up the place
i am more then happy for anyone to visit me
that's all i hope for.
reason why i didnt wanna go pvt ,
i am lazy that's one point
the other one was for my friends to read as well
but now i feel so restrict >.>
knowing some other ppl who abuses the rights of privacy
i cant even share with my other msn friends
and yea lazy to send a link to everyone -.-
o well when time comes i will go "live" again and hack care the world
even now i dont feel much about some others
at least i know now it's hard making a big club succeed
there are many other factors as well.
i miss the days when everyone was enjoying themselves
laughing non-stop now all i see is a broken family
it's all about fame and self profits...
the worst of all things has come to a pit stop.
o well i guess i rather mix with jap cosplayers and know more of their countries
so off i go in search for their sites~~
even american cosplayers are better thenb sg in a way
sigh...wat has singapore come to ...
Sing-ga-pu-yao-la
wo bu yao ni lah
zhi yao money
wo jiu ke yi~~
sing-ga-pu-lah
oh sing-ga-pu-lah
wo de tian ah
wo mei you qian lah. 
12 Aug 2008
a boring day at home
sigh these days have really been slacking like mad.
staying at home awaiting for the news of the pay
playing game all day
is this a way to run away from the reality again?
as i was browsing around i saw some blogs having probs
yea blog is always a good place to express out worries
not keeping everything in the heart and expressing out in the open air
with random readers coming by to say hi
and friends we know staying around to chat.
hope everything will turn out better
so crazily trying not to spend money these few days
o yea my second day of fasting...
skipped breakfast and lunch.
wait till mother comes back to cook
yea went off to NTUC to get bread and a can of tuna.
spamming sandwich all the way
hurry up and process the pay pls...
i am really going crazy liao >.>
a 2nd approach...the same headache...
11 Aug 2008
a 2nd approach...the same headache...
sigh..yet another day of slacking at home.
went back to fairmont to look for veron on the pay issue
now she have manage to dug up my old pay slip
there was no record of extra rate?
wth event my holiday was normn rate wtf?
but the x2 pay i did ask beier
yea we both worked there in last priject
the pay is split by different day
and this need to reach back to criag
i hope he still remembers the x2 rate pay >.<
serious i have been having loads of headache over this issue..
pls for crying out loud clear the damn pay
no money ,cant even afford to buy food these days
yea skipped my breakfast and lunch today zzz
even going there i have to reserve 10 dollars in case i cant take mrt back home...
sigh...the life as a poor freak
gotta settle this and get a perm job again
if not i will be crying for help...
didnt wanna ask from my parents money
am i just being a egoist?
or am i trying to be independant?
in the end mom found out and yea gave me 50 to use till i settle my pay
yea i guess i have been too much on my personal principal on stuff
and owing ppl money is the least that i wanna have.
sigh...
just hope that pay would be out soon...
ayami : 150
peiqi : 12
haru : 64
mother : 50
total : 276
damn somehow i feel a little useless =\
relationship i sux.
friendship i sux.
now even money i also sux...
jacks of all trade , master of none...
sad sad sad >.<"
wat is happening to me?
seems like i have lost the special touch within me...
i am scared...really scared..
starting to lost the innocent little smile within me...
The opening of Haru Goth
10th Aug 2008
The opening of Haru Goth
today went to ice's opening of her new shop - Haru Goth
went there with ayami and paintedheart today.
well i dont event know if the kuraidori are going anyay
not invited by them
no one tell me also.
so yea watever >.>
anyway i have long planned to go with boss .wearing the gothic i got from him
lol kinda too me quitea while to fix the thing xD
anyway was so busy trying to fix my hair as well.
took almost an hour to get it done.
but i think when i reach there my hair kinda soften again lol
the spikes are all dropping down
become a morning wake up hairstyle lol
yea cos of that i was late from meeting with boss
end up he had to meet me in jurong lol
kinda feel funnywhen everyone was looking at me on that gotic suit lol
now i know how boss and nori they all feel when they wear their punk/lolita
yea at least my attention was less then them lol.
when we meet at jurong i was like wah boss breezy punk u have there xD
his lower part was pretty open air xD
so yea fooo~ XD
talked non stop in the train
but i think i cant always do that i feel like extra =\
afterall they couple then i pop in extra >.<
somehow feel bad for painted =\ sorry =\
when we reach there it was pretty much crowded and they already started off with a photo shoot xD
we didnt join in until later
in the crowd i notice a princess among all,but funny enough
i didnt notice who it was until later on.
yea it was nori.
sure is attractive that day.
but i cant seems to give her the praise
donno why..
today it's either she is occupied with her work or something
we never have any eye contact at all =\
it's a very queer feeling of a distance yet we are so near each other =\
i wonder if something is again happening behind my back...
feel sorry for myself for the defensive side of my character is working up again
around later saw ace coming follow by the rest of the ppl
haha yea dont really feel very into the crowd in a way lol
only talked with a few ppl.
yea qiqi would still be the most.
a bit with situ,and with raven a photographer that i met from the last few outings
i hope ppl are not still having the mistaking feeling about me and qi >.>
somehow i feel there is someone else who is a bit work up
might be cos i have distant myself from them that's why some is acting up
to me Qi is a very good friend
someone who listens to my troubles
as well as i am to her
well a fellow crabster who shares the same characters
i would say she is pretty much like a sister to me
yea being the only child in the family
i long for a sister as well to char for
but i am not a person who is all too much show how i care from words
and actions are seen by others and mistaking it
well i dont care so much anyway
when the rest went off for KTV ( i think)
me , ayami and painted bid fare well to ice sensei and went off to eat downstairs
i think the jap restaurant was called moru moru?
saw the waiter and ayami remind me that her dressing is like the anime "Air"
haha yea true enough.
but even the gal's looks looks like her. she needs a wig to totally cosplay that char XD
chatted like mad with ayami from sec school made accessories to playing pranks
when it was almost 5pm we made our way to the MRT heading home
haha it was fun to hang out with ayami
i mean the loling never ends .
nowsadays i am pretty quiet
dont talk much
i often lost topic and fell silence when chatting with boss
but yea he kept my spirit up with more topic.
truthfully i thank him for the many good times having fun together
these days i am just feeling down and quiet
yea yea...family prob and stuff.
cant seems to have a normal happy family
and there others are complaining how their families are not treating them well
i am happy that they can at least have a family that dont quarrel
a always smiling me is nothing but a mask for my sad self.
i dont want the world to be any sadder then it already is.
so yea bethe first to smile and the world would smnile with u as well ~
i have to smile =)
there are still many that needs help and less fortunate then me!
must not forsake the world!
Haru Goth party
Oh my god Ayami's Dollfie~~
Some self takes ewww ugly xD
9th Aug 2008
Touching movie...9th aug blog movie review part 2
went to watch movie with mother.
"money not enough"
i seriously gotta say jack neo is really improving better then everon his movies.
this show got me crying halfway and broke out in laughter and yet again cried .
i was like "son...hahahha...sob sob...haa sob"
really touching movie of how singapore childern treat their parents
1 is super rich and has a arrogant wife,1 daugther pretty spoilt
1 is quite rich with a loving and caring wife,no children
the eldest son is pop "looked downed" but is the most filial,3 kids
when it came to the partwhere their mother suffered alzheimer the part of
how she was being push around to a extend
where she has to sleep in and near the toilet....
but there are much teasers in here
"ah zhang ah!!! U got see my bra? the red one with mickey mouse on each side.."
LMAO XD they search and search then finally...
"hah..hah.sorry i am wearing it and i didnt even know..."
5 min later
"ah zhang ah!!u got see my bra?
"arent u wearing it?"
"no lah it's a black one with mickey mouse on each side(earlier was red)"
WAHAHA... XD
although this part wasnt surppose to be laughter wise but yea
elements of this tragic turn out to be a laughter =\
and when finally they reach to a point of dispair.
they decided to send her to the old folk...
that's is the start of all the tragic...
she cried and fainted...
cause her life to be in danger...
when the daughter of the son was in danger and in need of the rare blood type "O-"
which was supposin for the mother who was havinginternal bleeding..
she heard the sons arguing..
and yea...she pull out the air supply and died away
sacrificing for her sons...
my tears shed non stop there...
the power of motherly love.
willing to give up her life for her sons.
even when she died her death car number came out first
blessing even when she made her way to heaven.
although thereare some parts i miss out in here but yea
it's still best to watch it personally.
i gotta say i would give it a 5 star of the moral of the storyline.
if i can find the song in thatr movie i would listen to it everyday
so touching..
lol went youtubve and got these clips XD pawnage~
Omg i found the song "mother" thgis is a very touching soon~
hope i can find the mp3...
a sad and lonely saturday
9th Aug 2008
a sad and lonely saturday
today as i was dc-ed from my game
i went around looking at blogs as well as my own blog
and some thoughts came to me
somehow i have posted a wrong photo...
i donno..just got a feeling that i was the cause of the prob..
haiz...should have check my photos and post correctly.
yea love is mystical yet all so scary in get into
it's like a vast blue sea
clear as the crystal yet we dont dare to dip in fearing that it might be cold
or something that is unknown to surface...
in some relationship books i do read up that
when u gets into a relationship
u gain something ,u would lost something as well
it's hard to balance the volume between both the issues.
everyone are my friends yet for this sort of things i cant really give too much
of my opinions..
may it be one that i am more close to or one that i like.
it all appears to the same lvl.
i fear to be bias.
so i have no choice but to retreat to a viewers and bystanders view
one wrong comment can lead to many wrong thinkings.
it's not easy for one to understand my way of thinking.
i have made myself far too complicated for anyone to understand
it's my way of protecting myself too.
yet this protection is something that would kill me
i dont just talk..i do things.
words are nothing in this world,an empty bottle to hold promises
who wont be left out?
it's not easy to get everyone to come together
how can i not know?
getting everything together for the chalet is already something i can see
it's never the ppl who participate that is at fault in this group
only the organizer.
well i cant blame anyone anyway.they are still young
wit till they get to this age they would understand
something called "everyone" and not just "me me me me"
sometimes i hate being a cancerian in a way...
we are very protective over the things we own
and extremely defensive...
1 wrong mistake someone does or a little out of norm
we get very worked up and starts being very defensive.
i wonder wat other horoscope has a character that would really works in the other way
a counterpart of a complete opposite.
i have always wonder since the day i studied of my horoscope
wat happens when 2 crabs meet?
in my life i have been in affection with capricorn and Libra
being very good friends with fellow cancerian for our characteristics
and being head to head with Virgo,Scorpio and Gemini.
but i found out i have always fall for libra-ians
my first love is a libra-ian.
someone i fell for recently is a libra-ian
my mother's a libra-ian -,-;;
lol my life revolves around this horo pretty much.
so i decided to once again explore on libra
Libra
Diplomaitic and urbane
Romantic and charming
Easygoing and sociable
Idealistic and peaceable
On the dark side....
Indecisive and changeable
Gullible and easily infuenced
Flirtatious and self-indulgent
Cancer
Emotional and loving
Intuitive and imaginative
Shrewd and cautious
Protective and sympathetic
On the dark side....
Changeable and moody
Overemotional and touchy
Clinging and unable to let go
yea this is wat i found out for today's horoscope reading =\
CANCER
(June 22-July 22)
Get busy making those changes to your home. You should be doing something special with children. Have some fun, but draw the line if someone tries to fast talk their way into your heart
CANCER 
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9th Aug 2008
omg my dear daughter~~
haha sometimes it hurts to see one walking the world alone with an empty hand
hoping to hold onto another hard may it be warm or cold
i pamper ppl too much
when someone dear to me is near i will always put them in first piority
to many i might look like a scare of gf person
always letting my gf win and giving her all my attention
but yea she always deserves all tat i can give
but then again..giving too much freedom to one can be look into a wrong way as well
do u care about me ? to us it might be freedom to the gals
but when they receive too much of this "freedom"
it turns out to become neglect
lonliness... and feeling all "uncared" for
but then again i found out.
i didnt know so much after all
hints are given but they are just to normal till it's uncomprendable
to think i have given all my heart only to found out it wasnt is a big turn off...
o well it has passed so very long ago anyway
so i guess i am not really binded by the rope that was strangling me back then.
i find myself pron to falling for someone cos i am fraid as well
afriad that i did not give the correct attention
and end up with another disappointment
these days blog all over are raising in the eccentrical point of emoing
friends who lost touch with school friends.
ppl who feel left out by others and families
as well as confusing inner fights in personal problems
O megami sama,minna ga mondai de oshieteru no ka
tasukete onegaisimasu...
went out to alice with boss and painted today
lol tot i would be late
cos i have to buy nite show tickets for "center of the earth"
who knows boss called over "wanna meet at jurong interchange?"
XD heng so i guess i am not late afterall =x
went over to alice and yea lovely shop
alice is a very friend owner
everyone joked like nobody's business
and we met rynx and ragster there as well xD
wat coincident~~
yea eveyone was having funb boss and paints and thier doffie ragster and her dollfie and me and my air xD
but well it's not totally air
i actually saw something that attracted me the whole day
yea a dollfie i saw totally mesmerized me
her eyes her shinku hair and ye yea sailormoon back hair bun >.>"
lol boss totally owned me today
"eh?! sailormoon !" XD NO! not sailormoon~~
yea i got a pic to remember herXD
if i am able to bring her home i would havce adopted her home as my daughter le XD
War name would i give her?
most probably " Yukino"
why?
this is why
The Japanese name Yukino may be written with the characters for "chronicle; account; narrative" (yuki) and "from; possessive particle; accordingly" (no). Other possibilities include "snow" (yuki) and "of; this" (no), as well as "happiness; blessing; fortune" (yuki) and "from; possessive particle; accordingly" (no).
but well cant afford now ,
dont wanna be in too much debt anyway
cos this dollfie can go with my yukata
but wow
100 yukata vs a close to 800 dollfie x.X GG~!
nite time went off to watch movie with family XD
seems like family having prob again...
sigh... donno wat i can do
that's why i dont turn to my family when there are probs
just dont wanna tell them only to get a "see i told you so" reply later...
sigh..why cant my family be a normal family
a happy one calling and well maybe a little well to do as well =\
A dreamy world so unreal...
7th Aug 2008
A dreamy world so unreal...
as i am typing this blog
back in the background music plays on Kira - sen from nori's blog
i found out she manage to lots of this piano conceto of some
which i really love listening to
back in my days in school i often listen to these music in the nites
and await my sleep with thoughts as well as ideas of my life
yea these are the music of our soul
when did i lost touch with the quiet side of me?
i still like being quiet at times
which nothing to distract me.
the world of my own...
yea that would be the dream world within my imagination...
today went over to fairmont and talked to veron over the issue of the pay
hope she can resolve the weekend pay
there is really a big diff between norm pay and having a extra rate pay...
hope everything will turn out fine...
today's ligen's bday.
was expecting just the BOB team today.
but in the end it happen to become a little kuraidori gathering instead
nah not really a kuraidori gathering in a sense
the small group had already have a gathering in the afternoon.
organzied by that guy.
yea was suppose to eat at shokudo
but in the end cos the group was in orchard
so we had to change our location to eat in wisma food court
but some of us met up at haru with the rest.
geez... when will this guy stop being an ass?
which nori called over to me apologising about the group
for not being able to go city hall to meet up
and yea the call came when me a gumok were nearby far east
met up with them and was wondering where nori was calling from
saw her at a corner using the phone
so yea continue to talk on the phone and standing behind her lol
haha kinda shock her in a way,she when ahh!!~
lol and guess wat >.>
that guy came rushing in like an orang utan looking for food >.>
yea again the same old
"u talk to someone ,i interrupt and not let u talk at all " attitude again
lol like i care wat u wanna do
your stupid tactics dont work on me anymore
u cant use that against me
i will still smile and laugh on even if u wanna make my day a bad one
while he tries to hurry everyone up to the 2nd floor(dont even know why >.>)
i stay a while thinking sai had not reach
LOL man was i surprise that sai was there in a corner quietly =\
so yea no one can be feeling out of thr group =)
talked with him on the way
man i really gotta say sai
sure have lot's of collection of clothings to change around
today got to see him in a oliver twist's type of clothing
haha not a professor today =)
went walking around far east before making our way to wisma for food
while me cheese and gumok we walking in the front
we lost the rest of the guys underground.
think they might have walked the other way or something
back track and still cant find them
just then a frantic peiqi called lol
almost wanna laugh when i kept hearing her talk about her cakes melting xD
yea a angie's choice ice cream cake
lol if it was easier i offer her help to talk cake over
since i can run with the cake to wisma anyway
but she was too concern about the cake melting that she didnt heard wat i say bah
lol while i funnily lost the rest while trying to tell peiqi to go to the esculator
i was at the other esculator
end up found out that they were all at the life area lol
yea wat a cockster i am >.>
anyway notice someone else was missing in the crowd
good at least one less irritating think to worry about
yea so it's time for the cake~~
atfer we ate ace and some of the guys went of to haru to wait for their costumes while the rest stayed on to eat
and end up we mad a Kbox out of the place
lol oldie songs were owning the place x.X
and end up also do griffti on the cake box till a lot of drawings there lol
lots of ocean creatures lol
and i quote myself "strange" ocean creatures xD
had lots of fun there
drawing and stuff
stayed till they close and forced to go haru
was surprise how "far" it was for sensei's new shop XD
1 shop away nia xD
stayed with the guys till they collected their costume
and man!~!! ace's kurosaki ichigo's zanbatou is super cool!
damn nice~~!
and i happen to saw nori's shinku costume as well
when she wear the bonnet my heart jumped a beat...
just too bad i cant get a snap shot of that image when she was on it
that particular image got stuck in my head
yea but i kept my thoughts to myself
better not comment on it.
if not later i wonder how many rumours will go flying all over again...
so hard to be myself yet restrict myself not to be me
kinda a suffering...sigh...
yea went off at 11
was afraid i might miss my last bus
so i had to go
say bye to almost everyone
well cant find nori
so yea cant bye to her .
Little bits of tots in a world of my own...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
yea yea it's feelings and tots again =\
yea i guess seeing my actions for today
i still have a sense of restrict from being all too playful with the rest
well most of the part would be towards ...
after that incident and hearing her cry that very day i called her
it has always stuck a mental note in my head
"i cannot be too close to her"
not matter how much i wish too..
whenever i do ,
someone just starts gossiping about it
and in the end that guy would make a fairytale out of it.
sick of this type of ppl.
i doubt he can change
so if his not changing am better of staying away from him
at least i am straight off with my feelings
i dont like u like it or not
not just the issue between u and me
but a lot of stuff ranging even to the date before it.
u havent change a bit.
never can be...never will be...
i just hope u dont hurt anymore ppl
cowardice gets u nowhere
hidding behind the shadows and
trying to use others to do your killing is pure cowardice
this is between me and u
i will keep it within me and u
at least i dont drag others into the hate circle
by putting salt on the wounds of the wounded
blah dont even wanna bother so much
just dont step on my tail can le
waste my creativity on shits and human wastes
want to screw up your life is your pasah
i am who i am wat i am and wat i will be.
happy moments will happen in real life.
sad moments will all be memories t hat are forgotten
or just words that wont make sense anymore in the future
so yea happy go lucky~~
and man i lost to gumok in yugioh !!!
arg!!! gana grind to death by the deck i hate the most...
this was the deck i vs in NDS !!
took me 4 days to beat that guy and gumok brings it up again>.<
now wat was the deck i had back then to win it? =\
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lol sadly the world has ended..
6th Aug 2008
lol sadly the world has ended..
lifes getting boring these days =\
with no interest in going into the forum
and waiting to settle the damn payroll stuff has got me pretically all piss off
sigh..i donno how i can face my friends about this situation.
want to get money also need to wait till the thing settle first
got extra pay or not.
wtf lah...dulan...
haiz...cant find someone who i can talk to with
everyone has their own life to deal with
studies..lovemates...work
i guess i only have games and my own little santuary to pour my sorrows to
now wat i worried is from the period of the now till payroll comes.
how to survive...
damn it man DAMN IT.
work so hard all for the reason of nothingness
really tired of all this crap
lol while i was ingame last nite someone actually explained wat EMO meant lol
E.M.O = Emotional Mental Orgasim
wth xD
i laughted my head off
guess it's more fun to check inside
then outside where even something u like can rot and decay...
i think i have the same thought as Dark.
i wish i didnt join the club in a way
should have just join sgcafe
though they are flamers and i dont like it as well
but at least they really are into cosplay and J-style
have i step into the right haven?
or was it a wall papered hell
with devils having paper made fire resistant helos
i dont know and i dont wish to know anyway.
just leave me alone...
no one cares..
and i dont wanna act all pityful just to be pitied by others
who dont even have the heart to care anyway >.>
wth?u all say de wor!
4th Aug 2008
wth?u all say de wor!
today is the start of Uni school term.
lots of ppl i know must be bored to be back in school again
yea life under the looks of teachers haha
to me i just miss the days in school
i still remember coomplaining just like anyone would about school
now it's the other way around xD
in school exam sux but u have friends
in work u are off from exam but friends are lesser =\
anyway today went of to city hall to hand in all the attendance list for payroll
lol first time wearing so casual into the office xD
after handing in all the stuff went off to find ayami @ yew tee.
but wat kinda piss me of is they call over to me telling me who initial x2 pay for week end
i was like wtf?
u all say week end pay us that rate de the
then now say there is no such thing? wtf sia
we work like mad lor
better then cheat us of the money wor -"-
everyone work like mad for the weekends de zzz
2 weeks none stop i work cos weekend pay
if not u all think we want to work weekend ah -"-
when reach ayami house went to try out the punk suit
LOL found out tight fit for me xD
cos thigh too big wahha
now i now where i need to slim down le
seriously need to cut down weight fast
2 more months till my target -.-
although my ns RT last till november haiz...
but haha i guess that's a confirm i am buying from boss his punk haha
cos total black~~
love it
need to get a neck tie also
see how first
now to wait for friday to meet him again
hope pay is out by then.
LOL also get to see a sneak preview of boss's "chio-ness" XD
wah really not wat i expected sia
really chio suit XD
cant wait till he wear them i am so gonna zabo him XD
ayami gong gong xD
3rd Aug 2008
Movies Mummy 3: I want my mummy XD
Today gotta be a bone rattling day as i endowse myself in a few games of pump it up
finally tried a new crazy song.
still trying to perfect it
yea i guess my DDR skills sure have depraved after i play this game lol
well not really as long the speed is correct i can be dancing quite ok i guess
geez but i havea bad habit of walking here and there to stretch my legs and yea i pressed the yellow center pad and pressed someone else credit -.-"
not once but twice T^T
haiz paid her 2 times wahaha
was so paiseh >.>
i think once i master my own favourite crazy song i will try to play invisible mode.
no arrows~~
wonder how bad can i be wahaha
too bad there is another song i cant seems to master
due to the turn around dancing T^T
o well keep those leg moving~~
after that went in to watch movie with my family.
lol i got a feeling i might not be able to watch touching stories anymore
suddenly i became too soft
i can feel that i might easily get touch by the sad pads.
gotta love this show.action pack~
oh yea how co-incidental can it be i met up with my neighbour when i am buying my milo after the pump it up dance xD
and the milo was not even enough to quence my thirst >.>
went home finally did more research on the natsu matsuri outing
which made me kinda wonder
did everyone initailly call summer fest by natsu matsuri anyway lol
i still think they post it as summer fest haha o well
man...and it's post in SP blog under cca too.
if only i am still a poly student..
amarinimo warui desho na..=\
haha anyway i will link my natsu matsuri here as well for memories
cant wait for my yukata~
夏祭り
Natsu Matsuri
Experience the excitement of Japan's Summer with japanese food, festival goods and traditional games such as yoyo-tsuri and bon odori dances! Yukata rental will be avaliable and event will NOT be cancelled in the event of rain.
Date: 23rd Aug 2008
Time: 1800hr
Venue: Japanese Primary School, Changi campus.
Ticket price: $2 (Includes only admission tickets. Payment for food, drinks, games and yukata rental are in cash.)
Comfirmed Attendee : Acedemond,chaklian,Darkwildwolf,Wingsbell,HaruX
Pending : Ligen,Peiqi,Cheeseknight,Noriko,Ayami,Paintedheart ,MintMilkTea
Dress Code : Yukata or Casual (strictly no cosplay Gothic/Punk =\ )
programmes within campus
1) Bon-Odori
Rental fees (cash payment) : Yukata $2, Obi $1
Limited numbers of children's yukata are available for rental
2) Food & Drinks Booths
(cash payment)
3) Game Corner (cash payment)
Yoyo-tsuri (water balloons), basketball games etc
In accordance with the direction from the Agri-Food & Veterinary Authority (AVA), Kingyo-sukui (goldfish scooping will be discontinued.
ATTIRE IS YUKATA OR CASUAL, STRICTLY NO COSPLAYING, PUNK AND GOTH. For those intending to rent the yukata, wear/bring along slippers or getas, wear low collared shirts and shorts
onaka wo ippai~~!!
1st Aug 2008
onaka wo ippai~~!!
a start of a new month =\
today is really wat i call zuo bo take money -.-
yea i am just getting too bored le
really no mood to do work
so yea end up didnt really do much just talking with qi and ryan
i was quite GG today to see only the 3 of us
even the banquet ppl also never come zzz
yea so end up tml must come again
XD more money~~
also more tired T^T
yea today kinda gong gong
was surppose to give qi a wake up call at 7.50
end up makan and chat with my family
and went on bus play yugi oh
suddenly shit! *press psp timer*
OMG~~~ 8.10!!
i was like wth i forgot to call qi
so gave her a 10 min late call
end up wat i got was a cute voice
the sort of voice that a chibi neko school girl would sound like
as i was talking to her
i kept thinking lol cute sia.
funny thing was she didnt know it lol
nevertheless i wonder if i should call ppl in the morning xD
who know wat sort of cute voice i can find xD
qi brought some egg tart
and lol i tot only 2
i didnt see that the tarts are stack up on each other.
i still blur blur kept wondering why she kept saying 4
sure taste good sia
this is the sort i am kinda looking for
not too creamy and crust is just nice like cookie ~
we really bo liao till kept taking pic of the egg tart lol
either her phone cam owns or my cam sux >.<
i mean look at these pics >.>
(normal looking egg tart)
(soyabean looking egg tart)
(wth sadako egg tart?)
then after work went to bugis with her to get my earring
liew ex sia
at far east that earring is $2.90
here $6 >.>
but i found 1 earring i like
too bad still never find the one i had in mine
i told some photo of my accessories
lol like ah beng lol
(playing with ayami's "spiderman " sunglasses)
((chao ah beng o.O")
went out with family for celebration of mei mei auntie and ah yuan uncle's bday
all u can eat thai resturant xD
i really eat till i wanna faint le.
end up throw up the food >.<
and went back to eat again
cos if not i really cant eat liao
haiz...eat until like that
but really the foos's great
just that now i am not on glutton mode >.>
cant eat..
i hope tml would be a better day =\
"still remember this?
there were 2 set...one was kept by u
the other by her..."
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