When Dreams Prevail,

Thursday, March 22, 2007

tiring day..

sigh it has been a tiring day.waking up early in the morning just to go for work...
i had a pretty nice dream too geez.it could have been my next story upkeep.
has been sometime since i wrote my last story from my dream.anyway it was kinda like a fighting the evil thingy.might be due to the animes i watch these days.haha...anyway back to the main point

i wonder how long i would be able to endure such a hectic working job.
8 hours of nonstop standing and all the speedy packing and stuff.haiz...my back was almost stiffen to beyond cure...
which again brings up a topic on bosses.all the jobs i took so far,female bosses are the most devilish ones i would inhumanly imagine on
how they are going about doing stuff that total wrecks the part of having a good boss.it's how it was back then while i was working in a resturant.within a year i acn see 10+ girls(waitresses and cahiers of cos)crying after getting racklessly scolded by the FEMALE boss...

and here again i am dealing with one who totals fits the character of my former boss.
one who dont give a damn about kins and even if it's her parent...
i would seriously quote this in my blog as the worst thing a human can say...

"I don't care if it's my brother,John or Eric who says it/as long as i am in here,
u will only listen to me!!!I am not scare of my brother and don't u dare use him
as a excuse.even if it's my mother i won't even bother."

such tempermantal person she is.i love quoting this ppl as "civilised barbarian"
one who tries to use english as a weapon without knowingly understanding that she is dealing with elderly and aunties who only pretty much as basic english.i am not a speaker in terms of pronuncation and stuff but at least i tried using grammars and stuff correctly.upon hearing her words i am pretty much piss off.

if it wasnt all for my dream and stuff.i guess i would most probably quit the job.
so many points to critises,work sucks,a few idiot o-baasan.not all as most of them are pretty kind.anyway it's almost midnight now i better get some rest.tomorrow is another crazy day .i just hope there isnt any crazy ppl tomorrow.

sleep well world.hope it will be a better day when daylight comes...

11:14 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

resume my life again...

ah... after slacking for so long i am finally back on my feet again
and back to work.but well the work is not meant for a person of my age
to be really proud of in any way...
packer job... >.> well i cant complain much anyway since i dont really have a good educational skill and cert...but at least now i have a goal and a dream to rach out
for.i am gonna set things right again.at the mopment i have set a goal and nothing is gonna be a barrier to this goal.no..no gf for now..no not gonna be a game freak addict this time.yes i would still play game but at a very least among then
i use to.way less...

anyway i just wanna blog this down for myself to review when i every come back to look into my life again.ever since i start listening to the song from
AIR:the TV series anime,something deep inside has changed me.suddenly i get all work up and turn my head into a blank space.
"wat am i doing living my life as a life wasting slacker?"
so many dreams i wanna achieve...so many things i wanna get..
i will reach for the star above and make my dreams come true...
with my own hands and hardworking will.

let me start with my goal for now

1:self study more on computer designing programs and one day get my course that i am
going for and get that cert which i should have gotten 7 years ago.

a: visual basic
b: adobe illustrator
c: dreamweaver
d: 3D animator

2:car licence

3: a digital cam and a laptop for the devotion of more computer graphic designing
educational needs

4:side quest? XD life's a game anyway
more jap learning pls =P

ok that's a decent goal to set.now for today's job review...*sigh...*
well i wasn't so bad.but well i am a rush rush nervous-for-nothing-idiot
maybe that's one part some ppl dislike me,maybe one point that my ex use to dislike i think but well let's drop that topic shall we?
anyway it's was almost like wat i use to learn in my earlier job as a sheng song displayer.only thing diff? it's the other way around lol. we pack instead of unpacking them =)
haha well i need to break my silent of the lamb personality of mine and start talking
and do communication and be back the daring speech giver i use to be
standed for almost 7 hours of the time.i don't mind about the air con but well maybe i was a little stuffy,end up coming home having a headache..haiz...

maybe it's just the first day,not quite use to it as yet.
hope i can get use to it for the time being.till i can come up
with a better job or something.but most probably i wont be doing that for quite sometime >.>

one hour at 4.30...i wonder when will i achieve my goals >.>
one reason why i acnt just stay on as this job.if i need to stand and do these stuff i might as well get a better paid jpb too.
by my perasonal calculation with most little stuff that might happen here and there it might almost take 5-8 years to get my things done >.<~

this is the calculation i have made so the time being that is relevent to wat is currently happening now.

job pay per day :34.4
assuming 20 days full pay :688
- cpf(assumed 10%) :68.8
-monthly payback cpf owed :100 (assuming it has reach a over amount of 5k

including outstanding interest over 10 years)
----------------------------------
sub amount :519.2
home allowance(+/-30%) :200
transport fee :50
----------------------------------
pay leftover :269.2
saving :150
----------------------------------
net expendable cash in hand :119.2

if this planning is abled to be followed i would be about to seek wat i want
in life.i hope....

7:49 PM