When Dreams Prevail,

Monday, March 31, 2008

a rush thoughts, a handful of work

31 mar 2008

a rush thoughts, a handful of work

another long day at work,but sometimes i do wonder if our slackness is a little too overboard in a way.i personally is kinda a stuck up type of worker where work comes first over other things.maybe it's just how a perm worker's thinking is like comparing to part time works.

perm job -the faster u finish the more time u can slack.
temp job -the faster u do ,the faster u go home LOL;pay-less that is

but nothing beats the working as part-time for a full cpf-less pay.but it's just too hard to find 1 that i wont have to contribute to cpf.even for this current job i am still having doubts of whether if there is a cpf within the pay.
but nevertheless i am never really bothered about the amount of money i get from my pay anyway...
the money i earn never really last anyway.home and personal expenses just blasts the months earning...that's one reason why i dislike branded goods.waste of money wearing a advertising items for other companies.why are ppl so prone to these anyway

i have friends who goes about finding branded goods to buy and using them for maybe a few months before either giving to others or junking them into the storage.most of the times this habits belongs to rich ppl.i dont despise them for being naturally born in a rich family .neither do i blame myself for being born in a poor one as well.
i still remember a friend used to tell me a quote from rich dad,poor dad.

"the rich looks down on the poor hoping to get a taste of the serenity that the poor owns,where as the poor would look up to the wealth and luxuries that the rich would enjoy"

the world works in both ways.that's karma at work i guess,so much for learning too much on psycology and philosopy.lifes just never sees the end of the cycle till the world rests itself back to the cosmic world again....

8:46 PM

Sunday, March 30, 2008

a big scoop of cash..Yum~

30 Mar 2008

a big scoop of cash..Yum~

haha another fine day to knock around as i work my sweat of for a giant spoonful of cash.yea working in fairmont/swissotel is near it's ending phrase .soon i would have to lkook for a real perm job for a stable pay.but itfore it ends ,just earned amost 100 over for today.nefty sum of cash ^o^.now i am poop out =\.eyes feeling all sleepy.i guess i would knock out early today maybe just a while of chat with holic friends before going.man...being working so much that i dont have time to play holic's online =/ i am being outleveled by everyone x.X *sad*

o well real money beats ingame money haha.o geez i dozed off while typing again...must be really tired today ...sigh...today was alsokinda sad to see some of beier's friend go,(well at least for me since i dont see them in SP XD,i miss school =/)maybe one of these days jio them come out for dinner or a movie show xD.

another thing that i was wanting to speak my heart was kinda bothered me when i went for my dinner .marina square food court,i still remember the days when i used to eat there with someone ,the very spot where the western food was has seems to closed down.every little things that was lost has became a fading memory that can never be replaced.as much as i hope for another boat of affection to come,i undaring soul still bares the mark of a scarred wound.i am just grateful it's a ever healing one and not one that lies deep and bears a eternal mark...

o well in due time i guess."wat shall be ,will be wat it would be,when time comes.."

11:48 PM

Saturday, March 29, 2008

A Life as a living soul...

Mar 29 2008

A Life as a living soul...

today is a day that i wont really forget easily...like any other days,i was making my way home from work when i come across a huge crowd near my home.to my curiousity i approached forward to check it out.

there i heard a passing conversation "someone is about to jump..." during that time it was around 6.30pm when i reached the spot.many have stayed around the bottom of block 44 staring up the top storey (around 14 floors up) to my first sight was nothing but the clear sky.But as i stayed on and looked upwards longer ,an image of a man around the 20s walking to and fro from the edge. there he starts looking down frequently at the crowd.

as much as my shocking expression,to see a sight of a live person waiting to bring his life to expiry was something one ould never expect to encounter at all.and there he is standing there.the crowd below was pretty much awaiting for something to happen as well. Medics and civil def officals quickly got into the act and set up air bags to prevent any accidential fall offs.

this dragged on till the nite and as the crowd gets large and the sky gets darker. ppl starts getting impatient and starts getting irrational in a way... i was quite annoyed to come across the fact that ppl starts shouting for the person to jump .with kids sitting in the front view and adults(mostly bangalas for some reason)shouting encouragement to jump has greatly sadden me upon seeing how we being humans can be such evil beings....

negotiators stayabout above trying their best to convince the victim to move back from the edge the first time was a slight fall back when the victim shows signs of jumping off by placing one leg on the edge. around 8.30 pm.things got critical as the victim shows no regrates on giving up his life.and as the negotiators tried for the second time swiftly and caught hold of him just in time when 3/4 of his body was at the edge of the wall.Sounds of cheers and clapping were heard from the victim was apprehended and brought down to the ambulance before more clapping and cheers were heard again.peace have again returned to to this quiet urban area. personally i feel over this incident has made me see the more dark side of human natures.everyone's wanting to see blood pouring out over others.maybe it might be some kind of animal instinct within us that is waiting to explode but seriously.does that satify ppl so much to see death upon others?i gues human is not as "civilized " as wat we expected to be as yet.

8:40 PM

Friday, March 07, 2008

a lucky turnabout on an surprisingly unlucky day

7th Feb 2008

a lucky turnabout on an surprisingly unlucky day

yesterday was quite a crazy day for me.not crazy as in lots of thingsto do but as in losing of my wallet!

i was quite surprise at how i lost my wallet.it was totally without me knowing ...started of in the morning where i exited raffles mrt station and getting ready to give my id card in exchange for the meal card for the day.without knowingly i must have drop it somehow.off to the office for work.hours later the HR officed called on my hp asking if i lost something lol.i was like "err nope i didnt".and pretty much they asked for me to check on my wallet lol! i was like huh? where did it go =/.as confusingly as it seems i went to the office to get it and was told of my benefictor's name.

so much as for me trying to find out his working location i almost have so much as a hard time to look for him till iguessa the workers around that area kinda gave up >.>
well i do have a few reasons to find that guy =/
one is of cos to thank him with my heart and the other was to find out where and when did i drop it lol.i mean for me to drop my wallet without me knowing was pretty much a big mystery for me XD.anyway i am still assuming that i must have drop it when i place it at the wrong side of my bag's pockets.many thanks to mr lai for ur help =).
if not i would be in a big lost for that day =/

3:38 PM

Monday, March 03, 2008

life as a teacher is never easy...

Feb 2nd 2008

life as a teacher is never easy...

it has been almost the 2rd time i have been going on with this tution for a neighbour.my comments over it ? well,i am all out of breathe teaching him his maths =\.it's seems like his understanding over the questions as well as the basic fundamentals of maths is all confuse and jumble up...

is it becos i have been teaching him in chinese that is the cost of the prob?well it's not that i didnt wanna talk in english...i have not been talking much too ppl to a extend that i have simple lost the sense of all the pronouncations that i was suppose to do.sigh...well maybe it times to really take a book out and do rea out loud pratice time lol.

well yea dont ask him why but it applies to my current job status dealing with foreigners.zzz to think my power of speech has greatly decrease in recent years will simple make things worst then it should have not been...o well enough blabbering and time for slp lol.a panda at works is always amuzing for the others, wont it lol.

i guessi gotta do a foresighted wish list for myself someday lol.psp slim,washing machine and stuff =/.geez...so many things so little money ....>.<~ how i wish life was just about hacking some monster and getting money out of it LOL.(excluding the death and lot of hp part haha) ok then

yutaka "sighing" off now =/.

DS game : Currently playing
"I miss Phoenix Wright being the main char =/.lol his a *beep* now =/"
*beep* : lol go play it and find out,u will be roflolmao to heaven =x

1:52 AM