Wednesday, March 10, 2010

fallen sick...

recently the weather has been bad..
unknowingly i fell into the preying claws of the flu and fever
annoyingly that totally drained my energy from wanting to do anything
sigh even as i am typing now
my fingers feel numb and i feel as if my whole body is falling apart

i donno wat i am trying to believe now
recently i have pop myself a lot of whys
why cant i face my fears
why cant i just take the first step
and why cant i be as daring as i use to be?

maybe it's due to rejection as well as failure
i know i have a positive energy within me somewhere
it has never affected me this much before
"great intelligence really leads all reality endlessly and pitifully annoyingly involving nothing..."

sorry it's a random ranting
dont mind me
i just wish my sickness to go away soon
starting to get sick of everything now...

9:25 AM

Dreamer's World






.::Bios

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Name:
Chaklian Aka Koichi Yutaka

Birthdate:
7th July 1982

Likes:
playing online game
Ocean and sea
Photography
J-pop/K-pop

Hates:
Flirts
slow walkers
arrogant personality

Favourite Food:
curry!!!gotta be curry!!!

.::E- mail\Friendster::.
chaklian20@hotmail.com

.::previous posts

tired as it is...

love is being cruel,love is being selfish?

a weird dream

got tired...so tired...

a trip into the flea market

love ,seduction and sex

drip drip drip went the water droplets...

a sin that cant be forgiven

the feeling of a Tamago

vivo city exhibition

Miteru~?.::archive

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January 2010
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