anyway wat i really wanna talk about was a old blog log that i had read just a moments ago back in 2004.brings back kinda loads of memories while i was in gunbound.i keep seeing my typed emotions for "her"
i was kinda wonder who "her" was haha.
it's only until i saw the word AMK and sushi
that would have reminded me who it was.
sorry to say i dont think i can type her name
i would be kinda bad for me to do that.but only i would know who she is.
a think of the past haha.we are still friends even now =P
well so much for being in the old days of my life.glad to have blogspot to bring back lost memories.


slowly as i type this log with the music of final fantasy 9's ending sound track.
i slowly am mesmerized by the beauty of wat a child could have been.and how time has flew by.may it be love,blessing of a friend or just any random person.memories will always be there ...always...

just another thing to remind me of how love can be mystical,yesterday was the day of my aunt's son's wedding @ raffles.a grand one if i have to say.i have told some pic and vid of that day.this will serve as a nice memory for me as well.may love bloom like the flowers in the spring...


my parents standing beside the ice craving with fruits for deco and eating.


some of the decos at the reception area


the ultra-violet lightings made the atmosphere very "dreamy"


this is the main wed's table.kinda cool that it's standout from the other tables

Stardust movie roxz~

it's deepavali and nothing beats having to gather with a bunch of friends to go out and enjoy ourselves a little.haha yea it's time to actch a movie with some chills =P
And stardust hits the record .i cant believe how funny and entertaining it is.everyone's enjoying it.especially when we are GE players (granado espada) the scenes totally matches with the game XD.all all the spells and stuff XD.it's kinda hard to explain on how similar they were haha.but everyone knew just how it goes about relating to the game.

it was kinda sad though.we were hoping to go a board game spree at settlers but it seems that settlers arent open today.o well.i was hoping to get my hands on munchkins again X.x anyway we decided to stick with the original plan of going IAH cyber lan shop @ funan.an hour was all we needed there and the time sure pass fast T.T haha which also reminds me.i so wanna play Eco online x.X the chars are way cute .gotta try it out.i hoope they would go f2p for that lol.

end of the day with a nice dinner upstair's food court with loads of laughter and stuff.haha but funs almost over for me.gotta start looking for a job =/

A savior? or a killer...

just a few days a go as i was going for my breakfast i saw a cat catching wat seems to me like a mice.but to my surprise it was a hamster.in my desperate though i went chasing after the cat and kinda hid the hamster within my hands.it seems rather shattered by the cat a little wound was at it's tighs or at least that's wat i think it was whwn i saw a little patch of blood on my hand a little while later.

i was kinda excited in having it kept in my home.has been a while seens a pet was last staying in my place.but little do i have to offer for food as well as a sleeping place.funny to say,i place it in a "milk bottle" banking bottle.there it stayed for the next few days.but food and water was something that was hard to put into the bottle.after all i have filled it with stripes of tissue so that it act as a bedding for it.but everytime when i try to feed him he dont really seems to want to eat .

around the next few days i start getting all the necessarity items needed to keep a hamster,wood shaving bedding,food for hamsters and water bottle.little do i know those would really not be needed anymore....

just after the day i brough all the stuff the hamster started feeling weak and all tiresome looking.barely opens it's eyes like it used to,sleeping practically 80% of the time.firstly i didnt know wat was really happening.but when my mother asked me why the hamster was looking all so tiresome in my heart i know something was wrong.
but i was hoping i was wrong.in the nite my mom came home with a hamster tank which my neighbour had.they used to reared hamsters as well but not anymore.setted up everything nicely intected.it was practically a mini playground.but the playgroud will only be a funeral ground awaiting for the end to come.

the next morning i was woke up by my mother early in the morning around 6am.asked why is the hamster strangely motionless.but not only was it motionless...it was cold and not breathing as well.we did a little burial for the poor hamster.i restrained my feelings to prevents the tears that were ready to burst out anytime.the time was short but the bonding was there...but it all comes to the question again,is it better for nature to take it's course for the cat to have ended the hamster's life or was i right to save it only to see it move on to another world in my care...
maybe sometimes one should close their eyes then to save someone.is that wat it was meant to be...?
that will be 1 question that will linger from time to time for as long as one can live...