When Dreams Prevail,

Thursday, October 30, 2008

traveling around the world in..... 10 min? xD

30th oct 2008

traveling around the world in..... 10 min? xD

huh how do u travel around the world in 10 min lmao
well reality u cant
but in atlantica u sure can =3
i am quite surprise how a game developer can make a game that brings the world down to a size of a game =x
dreaming of walking on Great Wall of China?
i just did that 5 mins ago =x took me 3 ~5 mins to walk finish xD
yea it's a cool game
bring all the historians into the game is a very interesting idea to begin with
if anyone's interested here'sthe link

http://atlantica.ndoorsgames.com/

Today finally RT phrase 1 is over
as usual i have expected it to fail anyway lolz
going into phrase 2 thiscoming sunday
but oh no.... crashing with the photoshoot >.<
gonna have to defer it
sigh another 1 more month of time wasting ...

suddenly these days i am having the blues again
the world revolves around and around me
the past, present and future surrounds me with many whys and hows
haha i wonder how would it be like to just not care of the world
sadness,happiness,pain and pleasure is part of a gift in human

that makes us different from animals
but arent we as brutal as they are as well?
it's for everyone to think about

i am glad to have friends around me
but i know one day one after another will leave me
as they find the soul mates of their lives
for i too know how one would be when u find someone u love
the world will only be existing for the both of them

i am glad just being by myself for now
no commitment and pain as well....

Kono sekai wa kimi no shite ne nai....

9:17 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

GE boys strikes again

25th Oct 2008

GE boys strikes again

today sure is a great day
gathering with my GE friends
yes once again we have meet out again.
talking of old times in GE as well as all rounder topic
eating in Coscafe has almost became a norm to this bunch of friends of mine
always on a look out for food .

yea nice to see Eric and Robin ,YZ and josh again after so long
as well as Dan and Winter( never met before XD )
gaming is not all we do of cos but it's the origin where we all met
this is kinda the 2nd group of game friends that i often hang out with
i still remember a few years back when gunbound was popular
i have similar outing for pool movie and food as well
my life has always revolve around games and it has already become a norm to me
well if i am able to find a job in the gaming world as a gm
i would more then glad to accept it with grace~

anyway after that went of to watch 20th century boys
kinda a cool show.
a childhood make up story turned into reality of world distruction
lol now i cant that phrase out of my head -.-
"Kenji kun~~ Asoubi masho~~"
lol if there is a continuation of the show i am sure i will be chasing after it
i wonder wat will Kanna do as the group of heroes' legacy continues

has been a fun day
but maybe i wanna exclude the Night Rider bus journey home -.-
almost an hour worth of ride
but at least i know there is bus to jurong =)
wont feel sad not being able to reach home xD
it's almost 4am now lolz
i doubt i would be sleeping any sooner anyway
but know wat i suddenly longs for?
is a soft hand to hold on
and someone warm to hug with....
LOL kidding =) that will never happen
hug my furry bear maybe =)
well my blog ends here

love and friendship
wat would u choose?
a loving period that might turn sour or sweet anyday
or a friendship that would last with smiles or fist of anger
one can never find a purest of answer till one venture into the unknown
with hope as a blind light to lead us on...
Yutaka sighing off....

3:30 AM

Thursday, October 23, 2008

A war that i didnt wanna go again...

23rd oct 2008

A war that i didnt wanna go again...

sigh today finally got a taste of the new war patch
but it's kinda crappy
totally got owned...
the war was so pvp based that it os more like a mess slaughter then a tribal war =\
i think i prefer a castle breaking then just a war to kill players
i might be moving on again...
gonna try out Atlantica this time

just 2 more days and i will be metting with my GE friends again
was kinda sad that the BoB group cant join in.
kinda miss the cosplay team.
wonder how's everyone doing
for me i am just frantically doing exercises these days
of cos gaming as well
sigh...seriously need a job.
but i wonder how am i gonna get one with all the RT taking up all the slots of time
no one understands this,never will...

o well i will just keep it to myself then.
really lazy to explain myself
i dont like explaining stuff
either just do it or dont do it....simple as that....

hate explaining my actions...
may it be family or loved ones...
i am not good with my speech...
is only typing can talk for me i would gladly type out
but then again the typo would own me wont it? xD

sigh....life sux at times
but that's why i like life ...
all mysterious and strange...
just wish i have a good start when i was young...
sigh....
Ah Kami sama...watashi no jinsei ha joudan desu ka...?

1:26 AM

Thursday, October 16, 2008

a small taste bug with a flow of feelings...

16th Oct 2008

a small taste bug with a flow of feelings...

how long ago since i last have a double cheese burger ?
the taste lingers in my tongue
as i slowly savour the feeling of cheese melting in my mouth
this feeling is simply sensational
and for the moment i almost felt the world had melted away
curing my headache i am feeling today...

but well it came back right after the whole burger is done -.-
anyway sigh... i have finally fallen ill
victim of a flu and cold
really hate catching a cold
sneezing non-stop
if this dont stop i will soon be cosplaying rudolf the raindeer
with a nose as red as the sun -.-"

the weather isnt all too good these days
considering that i can catch a cold in one nites time
i wonder how many others out there gotten this cold
well bless everyone to a good health
pew pew~~! shoot those flu bugs away~

oh yea another RT today...
cant say i am tired today
just hate running =\
but i gotta love the gym
i am more of a person who likes big arms then a swift body xD
gotta be kidding geez.well i am old anyway
speed is not a essence of my life
never was, never will
just dont play with my sheer strength that's all haha..

ok i guess i will stop for now
the song i am listening to is making me a little emo xD
*saigo no kajitsu*
miss those friends of mine
wonder how are they these days
gotta find a day to get everyone out for a gathering again...

oh geez...."first love" on the imeen now x.X"
o well cheerio everyone ^^

10:45 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

So near yet so far...

14th Oct 2008

So near yet so far...

ever wonder how it would be to lost friends?
the feelings of gathering with everyone
yet knowing that someday they will go away
yea Kim went off to another game as usual
and Bored is having exam/ quitting
i donno CH says he tried telling them to stay
but to wat i know of bored i think he might quit.
when i see his lbl not gaining i knew something is wrong =\
o wellmiu expevted that anyway.
know them how long le
cant stay long on a game de
i wonder how long would i stay =\

dreams, hope , future and love
this 4 elements of life makes the world turns ever so mystically
when one is able to grab hold of it,
one would be able to persude and move on
strangely as it is i wonder where i am heading?

i am as lost as i were years ago
i wish i have a certain persuding point to keep me going.
i strife to pace and catch up on others.
i find this a silly way to live
time to try a new tactic and follow the path of my own
i am gonna make my own FAQ rather then reading one
i hope ...

a little siggy that i have made of my chars
kinda cute =x

11:29 PM

Sunday, October 12, 2008

JEC closing down for upgrade

10 Oct 2008

JEC closing down for upgrade

Finally JEC is closing down for upgrading after serveral years of planning
cant believe i will miss this place so much
since i love hanging around the arcade for PIU dancing
o well there is always PS to go .
but of cos i doubt i will go there at all

lol prawn fishing is kinda fun..
especially if u get to hang out with old buddies and friends
but this time it seems all so different..
when one started getting attached in a relationship
the world around them is nothing but a infinity blackhole of nothingness

slowly,u loses away the friendship and starts gathering ur focus on ur love
yea i do understand how they feel
i have been in a relationship before as well
love is absolute yet oblivious.
a nothingness gathers into a solid content
eventually forming and harden
the power of love

haha...well when the stone breaks
a little piece would eventually cause a landslide
just donno how i would think of this anmore anyway
ever since that day
the day i lost my true self
the one who talks alot,crap alot and loves hanging outwith diff ppl
i have became a solitary person who dont quite like to talk.
i lost my sense of leadership
started letting my feeling bias over my logic...

do i hate her?
or do i love her so much that i has changed me so much...
1 years of love....a life time of pain...
an eternity of memory that i still grasp on for so many years.
sometimes i wish i wasnt a cancerian..
i wish i was a cruel person
someone who dont care of others feeling.
but that will never happen...
i am being to soft to myself and others....
not many knows and understand ...
not intending to explain myself anyway...

ur words still stings me in my heart...
"I am feeling lonely,i know it's not ur fault but i just feel that way...
maybe we should stay away for a period of time..."

...
..
.
*silence..*

1:23 PM

Friday, October 10, 2008

A brand new month...

5th Oct 2008

A brand new month...

Another month has pass by...
so much things happening yet so little words to replaces the thoughts in my mind...
hasnt blog for almost 2 weeks.
well yea.. the game has been my passing frenzy these days.
didnt wanna think so much these days.
days afer days as i walk pass couples and sweet lovers
it reminds me of the days back years ago

recently i have started going for RT trainings
has been really tiring in a sense.
since i havent really condition myself to running constantly and stuff
but i hope i can keep the pace going and keep fit
guess it's a good start to a better life style
finding a grilfriend some say?
nah i think i prefer admiring the beauty of life
then endowing myself in more pain and suffering
cos i do wish for love but i just dont wanna get myself into one
loving myself is more then enough

have been keeping my hair long these days as well
i wonder if i should start with some tinting bronze hair dye
good to have a change of look.
well the goal of the hair length is not there yet.
i doubt i can reach that long this year anyway.
with the constant nagging from my mother and the ICT coming this dec.
if i can reach cheek i would bve laughing lolz
lol now i kinda have the hair and look of tiki
of cos i will not cosplay tiki
so many ppl cosplaying him lolz

anyway feel pretty nice to release my thoughts back in blog.
nasgashi desho~ nanka.. kimochi de suki dechu~

love is in the air
can one catch it?
or will it fly by again...?

12:45 PM