When Dreams Prevail,

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

falling sick...

9 apr 2008

falling sick...

haiz....finally fall sick after so long of work liao.the room was a little small and with 6 server cpu in it blowing warm air at me i dont think i would last any longer that 3 days >.<~

sickness was passed on from a friend of mine to me.the worst sickness i fear is flu liao and bingo i gana T^T
reaction damn fast de lor.sneeze>>nose block>>fever>>whole body ache.haiz...
my head is feeling all woozy now>.<.so i guess i will just brief through my day's blog bah.

haha this is yet another working day where none stop staring with the monitor on data comparing.but the only thing diff was i cant concentrate on the work at all.all i feel is the tumpping of my head,as if it's gonna explode.so i donno spend how much today just on water and panado extra ...i really hate getting ick especially flu and fever ,well it gets me very moody and emo XD.i tend to get piss off easily >.<

wat supposingly was to end today was yet again extended to tmr as new set of data were needed to enter haha.so more money to earn 8).must earn more if not not enough to spend =/

even for a guy whose single my money donno seems to go where at all...haiz...must start writing down wat i spend le haha

10:45 PM

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

unlucky day =/

8 apr 2008

unlucky day =/

sigh,,,today like very unlucky like that.meet friends go work then want to help them get the pass to enter work place end up one after another fail to find person incharge or gana push to another department >.< then psp drop out of my pocket (thank got i got a pouch to protect it T^T)

sigh today my 2 boss whose looking after us is going back to canada.and will only be back around may or june =/
tmr i will be under another boss for this current project .
i was fun and cool to work under them .looking after us most of the time our group of data enter staff can be a mischevious bunch xD.but they were patient with us.teaching us wat we dont understand.from this work i do learn quite a lot of things.how hotels work as well as the amount of datas they have x.X"

but it was fun haha.tmr i will take a pic of the small room we had to move to cos the other training room was occupied >.<~ small and squeezy but no one to look at us LOL!

me(left) my boss Juan(pronounced as kuan) and my friend Beier

after tmr the project would end i would have a few days break before the next project XD.looking forward to it as well as a little sad =/ since my group of friends would be going to poly for they courses so yea i would be all alone again T^T
hope got ppl come help me bah XD

11:02 PM

Monday, April 07, 2008

work work work...Stupid security guard again!!!

7 apr 2008

work work work...Stupid security guard again!!!

yea it's monday again.work work work XD.today is the day where i briong along 3 friends along to work in this data entry job.life here is pretty slack,lol really really slack LOL.but all's well till a damn indian security guard spoilts it yet again...(sorry no offense to indian readers just this particular one pissed me off)
i really feel that this guy is all out to get us.

it started back when my friend was stop by this same person(to wat i heard his new andvery cocky zzz)a lot of nonsense crap coming from him,hard for me to explain all since it's a workplace detail wise =x.to cut things short a troublemaker like that odd to be exterminated >.>

today while me and my friend went out to buy drink and entered from the workers entrance (we dont have a pass to enter from the 5th floor.1st floor was the only place unlocked)so it just happen this idiot went in fro mthat door and saw us >.>
he could have just continue on towards where he wanna go,but he came to us yapping that we are not suppose to be here.isnt it stupid.3 points to support my words on he being stupid.

1:if we arent suppose to be there,why would we even be working IN the place(1 hit)
2:he asked for our particular
(end up our boss come he just want our meal card >.>)(2hit)
3:he kept calling the security guard
room but no one even bother replying to him(3hit)
4:the words he uses dont even clearly tells wat he wants
(yet he dare to challenge my friend by say "i know u intelligent")(Max combo finish!)

one dont have to be smart to relay something for others to understand but this guy simply talks in so much loophole to the extend that he makes no sense at all >.>
dont have to use sarcasim to get pass ppl de.just think before u speak can le haiz....
that guy sure made my day >.> sianzzz
o well =/ just hope tmr dont see that guy again zzz

the place where i work =3

8:38 PM

6 apr 2008

a nite of cantonese/hokkien singing~

today was a day full of things to do.hah awell not really things to do but "special events" to attend to

firstly it's my malay neighbour's wedding downstairs.my whole family were invited to the buffet.took but i wasnt able to take some ppl of the bride and groom as they arent there XD.well yea it's the norm buffet like any other would be =x.beehoon/nasi brani,nutton,chicken etc.wat make me feel happy is seeing others getting married.i donno why but it does feels my heart with warmth and happiness.haha maybe it's just my character i guess.seeing others happy reflects a sense of happiness to myself as well.

but wat i would wanna talk about is the nite's event =x a cantonese/hokkien concert @ outram park.haha many might have thought that it might be getai (street concert) but nah,this concert is situated at the old cinema right beside the community center =x

if those who enjoys listening to hokkien songs u would surely love it.but this concert is not all just singing =).if i would say chn 8 gao xiao xin dong ah beng,who would u recall =x
still donno? look at the pics i taken and see if u find anyone familiar XD.he is really a ice breaker up to the max laughing limit X3.i cant stop laughing when he start his jokes while talking to the singers.has really being a very meaningful sunday,i sure have to say =x

the banner of the concert

everyone singers gathering for a final hokkien song

"ah bia jia eh yia"

(strife if u wanna win)

"farewell everyone~~!"

8:10 PM

Thursday, April 03, 2008

The grief finally ends here...or does it?

3 Apr 2008

The grief finally ends here...or does it?

today my heart finally had a final shot of pain that may finally ease...
to see that someone i used to loved,being in love with another...
as painful as it seems i have forced myself to smile thinking this is the time i should finally stop clinging on a one sided love which never has a returned feeling.
so many memories....loved and treasured...something which i dont wish to give up even when it ended 4 years ago...well that's just me.it's easy to love someone but when u tries to let go,it never seems to be easy at all.all my laughters and happy faces seen by others was nothing but a mask i put on in order to hid my fragile self as well as not to let the ppl around me feel low.it's a pain i rather suffer in silence then to have others share this.

haha..stupid little crabby i am,why am i a cancerian anyway...i wish i was a tarius,short tempted and forget everything after that...now i feel specially lonely...haha as i slowly type this blog entry ,playing anata ga inai..i feel my heart slowly dying out wanting to cry yet my ego refused my craving .
"u promised yourself to never ever shed tears again till death do u part..."
time for me to stand tall and smile to the world shouting.

"Boku wa Koichi Yutaka sorekara chaklian
desu.Alex wa shinjiteru.Koko sekai sonzai ga inai desu...zattai inai..."

Alex has died with the momories of the past and has cease to exist now.i would smile to the world and be strong.stronger than ever to heart the bleeding heart once again...

and when the time comes where my heart is shared with someone i loved again,i would shower her with nothing but the best.never will i hate couples anymore.i would walk out of the darkness and accept the truth and smile truthfully without my mask this time...

"Love is Fragile,Handle with prayers"

6:59 PM

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

PMS...black elmo the emo strikes again

1 april 2008

PMS...black elmo the emo strikes again

yes sometimes i do wonder myself why these mood swing can be such a pain in the back.
well it all started from yesterday.after getting nag on not eating early enough before my father reaches home.i mean although i am feeling hungry,but i dont have the urge to go eat at all.the nite's work has made me feel all tuck out to a extend that i just wanna sit back and relax.and as usual i am combo-ed from my father's nagging follow by a finishing blow from my mom.

that really made my day.somehow or rather,this feeling carried forward to the next day.so yea dark cloud floating around me all day.have been trying to control myself not to let loose my angry,just thank god my hp has mp3s for me to blast my mood off.i wont wanna see myself going all volcanic today ...well my friend did find me kinda strange anyway suddenly going all so quiet.didnt really bothered me much .or maybe it could be just due to too many late days till i get all groomy haha

just hope tonight's slp will clear my mind.haha well looks like my horoscope does reflect so much about myself to a extend of my wildest imagination.maybe i can get to change my character from that point xD.actually many things have happened since the day i went single again.started talking less,going out lesser...not to mention associating with ppl lesser."the lesser u talk the lesser mistakes ppl can find to take advantage of u " is wat i have in mind i guess.o well time to take the first step and walk out of the shadowy alley xD.

oh yea i almost forgot i hardly believe that i can find lucky start mercendises in singapore.so glad they didnt forget to bring it in to singapore.gotta go back for another try on my loving konate,my sweet blue haired otaku-chin~

"Miyuki & Shiraishi"

they looks so much like a good couple

but the anime dont really feature shiraishi too much =P

lastly i guess for tonite's conclusion.i guess i am happy that someone i recently know has meet her prince charming =).a blessing for someone is an open gift of a joy and sincerity from the heart.May the Goddess of Love shine upon this gal and bless her with the fruits of affection and tenderness...

Yume Wa Hisoka Ni

9:09 PM