"there a 2 type of ppl living in the world,passive and negatative personality,being one that needs love in a higher amount and one liking freedom and carefree-ness."

when both ends crash each other things will break done.first thing in mind are you loving your love one right?how do u identify wat you are feeling about your relationship.here's a few things i found out in order of how seriuos your relationship has rate from the most loving to the so-so to wat's-the-point-of-loving rate

rate your love chart
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1)sticking to each other like bees to honey
meeting as much as possible(firest few months)
2)lesser dates mostly wanting to do what each personally wanna do the most
mostly talk on phone(mid part of relationship)
3)hanging out friends more often
wanting to find others to talk to
sms more then phone calls(late mid of relationship)
4)thinking back to the days where the sweets time is
mostly busy doing stuff preferring but individual(late part of relationship)

final outcome:
either both are committed to caring and being considerate about each one's life in the late part of the relationship.if not things are bound to turn out sour as it may seems.still the out come are purely base on each other and individual to shape.

so blessful life is all about how we shape our hearts for each other.flirting never has any blessings.i personally hates it.online relationship is too painful in a way.where there is not really something the heart can show.how and who our loved one and the fated lover will only be up to fate and God as well as us to shape.bless us all with the heart of and angel and love of God for all to have a blessing in love and relationship...

yesterday...yesterday...haha nothing much happened actually.just the start of my clearance from ns.has been quite a while since i manage to really stay at home and rot.the feeling's quite shiok actually but yet.kinda boring too haha.yea sleeping till the sun is hanging high.playing games till the moons shines bright ah....so shiok.but soon enough i will have to end this luxerious lifestyle and start planning for my path after ns.life will not be the same anymore,in army i have kinda became a slacker,the type of "you dont push i dont move" person haha.but that's gonna change .it's not something i look forward to.i want my life back ^^.money will not be a prob to me now(or at least i hope so.let's hope that it will turn out as i have hope it to be.

sometimes i wonder wat goes in a mind of a gal.both young,teen and adult.i have female friends who is young yet they are so much curiously wanting to know about stuff they shouldnt.haha maybe it's due to me been a kittke traditional and a tint of naiveness not to be able to understand wat they are thinking about.yea i mean i am a guy,i too wana explore(mind u i meant explore in different expect and not just sexually -.-")but in turn to the questionaire of my curiousity. are female more of a filrt then a guy or is it due to the social involvment that guys hurt females too much to a extend that female evolve to taking the role of casting out the fear of been a "flirt-ed" person by first being the flirt themselves?it's just gets to me that sex is not everything and yet it's not nothing.we go for both sexually aroused and physically enjoy wat we do as well has doing it with love and not just for flirting purpose.i urge those and those who think flirting is a good hobby to consider about the feelings of those who you love and those who love you.true love dont exist but they will if both party builds them with trust and emotionally bonded....