When Dreams Prevail,

Monday, July 07, 2008

Bday at last,wonders in heart?

7th July 2008

Bday at last,wonders in heart?

sometimes i wonder wat is thingsto begin with.
are happiness just a joke or does it bring about joy and laughter
Just yeterday nite.another seriously big thing happened...
something that got me really burning.asi have wrote in my last entry.i was approached by someone on a very pvt matter days before the chalet.
the question was pretty blunt.but i didnt really reply to it.
juat that morning i was i a truth or dare game.i was again appraoched with the same question...so again after again i was approached over the matter.from different angle.

i dont really enjoy was i was hearing.and also found out things that was pretty blunt about that guy.so does it mean that u cant get the person to like you over your
bluntway of talking,u wanna do that onto others?
i dontwanna say that it'sstupid or anything.just be considerate with the others.just becos i treat ppl or take a certain amount of pic over someone means i am trying something funny...

yes i agree,the heart speaks of nothing but the truth but it wasnt really th reason behind these 2 days.all i wish was to have someone feel appreaiated by others.to uild up confident to someone who had potential over something.but becosof the issue araised..i became nothing but a useless bump...
again i was struggling to get my thoughts together over wat i wanna do.
many a times i can feel that that day could have been a chance to hold but i just simply covered by thoughts of how i was being push away.

i mean hey,i am just trying with my heart.it's not that i have offended u i a way.i dont know wat u did behind my back.but i just hope u would stop it.it's really not very nice.your pranks are not funny at all.it's hurting in a way.becos of wat u did,i am now at a lost again...thank u for doing that to me again.

My little hut of love , care and confusion
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i am really kinda happy that i am able to celebrate this July with so many ppl.all the while i have always been a loner in a way.bday is never once with friends.everytime something would screw up and foil my bday(well i guess it did happened again...)but there is something i got that really kinda warms my heart.a cake and a gift that,that means quite a lot to me.thought it's just a gift,but i guess it's still something from the heart.but i just simply dont know if i am doing the correctthing.i dont wanna stress over stuff.cos i know it kills .i will still keep calm and in the end solve things in a way that many dont.leader is never easy to be but to learn to be one is better then to be one as well.i may not be attractive,but if one looks for t he looks i guess the hearts would sink deeper then the ocean beyond...

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