When Dreams Prevail,

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

The Flown away butterflies...

21th June 2008

The Flown away butterflies...

haha today was quite a fun day to have.
shaolin gal sure is a crazy show.
to think a chain in combo that becomes a dragon.omg XD
crazy.and ppl fighting on the water x.X

got own by mint also when we went to eat XD
lemon war XD

i mean wow she ate a lemon without any expression!!
i tried it i got owned totally

hmmm...my world suddenly goes on spinning somehow tonight
"Havesting a fruit from a blooming tree while it's still at it's early age
though it may sweet,
but it would have grown if it have has stayed on more."

sometimes i do wonder if i have always done something wrong that i cant seems to do send the correct msg over to the others.
yes i am noisy with friends
quiet when i am alone
shy and disorganized when i am with someone i love.
it's just a part of me that i cant seems to grasp.

i do understand to love someone is not about having them
deep inside i long for that,
of cos i wont wanna see someone hurt at even a little cause.
why?cos i was hurt before,even for a guy it's a scar and pain beyond anything
3 years...the pain lasted 3 years...
i drown myself in solitudation cos of it.
i fear to meet ppl,fear to seek another path
i hide my sad child behind my smiles longing for a hug
that child of mine wishes to seek a warmth to cry on.
but the father seeks no truth caged him within his dark prison...

sometimes...i wish i was born in another time...maybe later...
if that would have havent i would be living in a family who would understand my feeling

and let me explore that part of me and taste the sweetness of being hugged...

私の心を心待ちにする
しかし、私の魂の言葉を理解して
ご希望の目標を達成するために
あなたの幸せとの願いを
私は希望して再びチャンスが来る
として私を辛抱強く待つ
私の手を待ってあなたを保持する
すべてのあこがれをあなたと私の心...
しかし、必要なときに悲しく
わたしはあなたに暖かさを与える
私は常にあなたの守護天使...

12:34 AM