
kimi tachi ga wakaranai desu..
20th June 2008
kimi tachi ga wakaranai desu..
friday passed briefly.
for so long days had passed all crazily slowly.
it's as if work has became a burden XD
upon seeing that loads of crap i cant help feeling frustrated =\
of cos there are other problems i am facing as well during that time.
but alls well for now haha.
i wanna be free~~~ unbinded by any pain or worries.~~
but today i have recieved a sms that kinda mad me a little sad...
8 young pup looking for masters,if they are not found in 2 days time...
they would have wings and join the tenshi in the heaven ...
upon seeing that i helped my friend spam for masters.
but yea not many ppl replied.
it was expected anyway >.<~
i do hope someone would adopt them T^T
sigh...if i still have Dabbie's number i would as k her if she wants one.
afterall her home is a house of pets XD
lastly i guess i wanna blog this for my personal reading next time...
to-chan...why must u always vent your angry on us everytime without any reason?
i dont wanna argue with u.i just wanna be left alone...i have to say u are a person who reacts to situation very quickly.that is something i really repect over u...but your random angry really drives me and oka-san crazy...
more over that day i was really depress as well...but u all wont know about that would u all?i hid everything behind my smile...was looking for someone to get a little confort,end up i got a reply that even made me more depress.i dont blame anyone after all it's my family prob...but everyone needs friends to just give a little light in their life as well.i seriously was kinda hurt by it..wanted to cry that day from all the stress..but some reason,i have already lost my tears years ago..i can only feel the pain inside but the tears will never come out anymore...
i wonder if that vow that i made about never to cry again a wise one...
although i will not show that side of me out anymore...
but it really hurts not being able to...
daremo watashi no kanashimi wo rikai desuka ?

Name:
Chaklian Aka Koichi Yutaka
Birthdate:
7th July 1982
Likes:
playing online game
Ocean and sea
Photography
J-pop/K-pop
Hates:
Flirts
slow walkers
arrogant
personality
Favourite Food:
curry!!!gotta be curry!!!
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chaklian20@hotmail.com
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