When Dreams Prevail,

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

A Lance shot from far has eased my pain...

24th June 2008

A Lance shot from far has eased my pain...

a boring day at work...yea i am back to doing work alone.
but i guessi prefer it that way anyway.
at least i dont have to worry about making sure others are ok
which in the end made me slack -.-

went back to holic to chat with some old friends.
didnt know so many things had happened when i was gone for this past 1 month+
new ribbons are tied,old fireworks has fade away...
hmmm love is a mysterious thing do we all agree?
a moment of happiness can turn into a handful of pain in a blink of an eye...
i am glad i have made some friends which i can rely my probs to
it's good to have friends around often.

for good or bad times.Lance my gratitudes to u my friend.though i have only know u for a short period.but u made me feel as if i have been your friend since young.
sorry to say i sould still prefer ppl i can actually get close to.i might be able to chat online easily but i prefer to be able to see wat my partner is feeling and always be there at times of need.so no virtual love for me =)

but although friends are there to help ,there are others who are there to harm...
once again i can have almost heard another crying from someone close to me.
why cant somne ppl just be considerate over the others..
does making others feel hurt a way of comfort of others?
sadist? pervert? inconsiderate baboon?
there is no need to let the world feel that u are suffering...
to feel less pain,u must let the world feel joy as well...
but maybe i should try to be less caring to everyone ..
am i giving those i love insecurity just becos i am too caring to everyone?
i just wanted to see the world smile with me...
is that a hard thing to do?

i am already emptied of tears...
an empty capsule floating in this world of sorrow...
i just wish i can make those who feel sad happy
those who are arragant,humble
and those who tries to make use of others for their own advantages realise
how much they are being notice.not just by ppl around them but ever soul that lurks all over.

i have also understand one thing from a recent ordeal.
loving someone is not all about supporting them everything..
but to help them when they fall
so that they can learn to walk by themselves and notice the onewho helped them before.

again Lance thanks u have made me realised wat i once had in my heart but have shrowded by my peers..

Yuuka:
i know u wont be reading this but i just wanna say
life is never lost blue sea.
wat u have lost before does not mean u will lost it in the future
everything is stored in the heart.
i hope that one day u will walk out of the dark shadows
and see the light that someone is there to care for u as well

10:57 PM