
Losing myself...
9th Jan 2008
Losting myself...
many months have passed...i have yet to get myself a job...
i know it wasnt becos there isnt a job out there.but i am simply not even trying...
to me,earning money has no motive for me.nothing's saved in the end.i drown myself into mindless playing of games,covering all the fact of my reality behind me.
yes ..i might be a very thrifty person,saving here and there but in the end there would still be nothing left in the end for me to look forward to...
i envy those who have money,but it wasnt a obessession to whether i am rich or not.life is just not the same...
there are times when i truely feel happy.days where i can decide for wat i wanna do in life.sometimes i dream of having my room redesign to my personal liking.but the again reality glooms my life and dreams again.many many things that arent mine.even if i wish for a repaint it would have been hard.lately i have been quite troubled as well.well not really troubled in a sense.i just hate it when someone uses me as a stepping stone to get attention.and it happen so many times.lucky for me it's just in a game still it dont feel so nice as well.sometimes gamesand how a person plays a certain characters can tell and reflect on how they are in real life.the way they play the way they talk and the way they treat others.
fighter - real life.either u love leading others or seemly u are a loner in the
real world
mages(attacking magisters) - i class this as ppl who are always having fantasy and
at times dreamy or things they do
mages(healers and support) - a person who would sacrifice for others,loves to help
around
archers - ppl who play thgis class are quite often class as a
more careful personality and more of a time
wary of things that happen around them
not all that i say might be 100% true but they are base on personal insitution and experience.also there are other factors like if you stick to playing this particular class all the time or just a part time user.wat i am stating are those who often if not always plays this classes.
in the end it still comes to the fact on how one would act and react on their conversation to others.well in the end games are just games.a destressing program and not something that one would wanna cos other so much bother and irritation =/ that's all about that i guess...

Name:
Chaklian Aka Koichi Yutaka
Birthdate:
7th July 1982
Likes:
playing online game
Ocean and sea
Photography
J-pop/K-pop
Hates:
Flirts
slow walkers
arrogant
personality
Favourite Food:
curry!!!gotta be curry!!!
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