A savior? or a killer...

just a few days a go as i was going for my breakfast i saw a cat catching wat seems to me like a mice.but to my surprise it was a hamster.in my desperate though i went chasing after the cat and kinda hid the hamster within my hands.it seems rather shattered by the cat a little wound was at it's tighs or at least that's wat i think it was whwn i saw a little patch of blood on my hand a little while later.

i was kinda excited in having it kept in my home.has been a while seens a pet was last staying in my place.but little do i have to offer for food as well as a sleeping place.funny to say,i place it in a "milk bottle" banking bottle.there it stayed for the next few days.but food and water was something that was hard to put into the bottle.after all i have filled it with stripes of tissue so that it act as a bedding for it.but everytime when i try to feed him he dont really seems to want to eat .

around the next few days i start getting all the necessarity items needed to keep a hamster,wood shaving bedding,food for hamsters and water bottle.little do i know those would really not be needed anymore....

just after the day i brough all the stuff the hamster started feeling weak and all tiresome looking.barely opens it's eyes like it used to,sleeping practically 80% of the time.firstly i didnt know wat was really happening.but when my mother asked me why the hamster was looking all so tiresome in my heart i know something was wrong.
but i was hoping i was wrong.in the nite my mom came home with a hamster tank which my neighbour had.they used to reared hamsters as well but not anymore.setted up everything nicely intected.it was practically a mini playground.but the playgroud will only be a funeral ground awaiting for the end to come.

the next morning i was woke up by my mother early in the morning around 6am.asked why is the hamster strangely motionless.but not only was it motionless...it was cold and not breathing as well.we did a little burial for the poor hamster.i restrained my feelings to prevents the tears that were ready to burst out anytime.the time was short but the bonding was there...but it all comes to the question again,is it better for nature to take it's course for the cat to have ended the hamster's life or was i right to save it only to see it move on to another world in my care...
maybe sometimes one should close their eyes then to save someone.is that wat it was meant to be...?
that will be 1 question that will linger from time to time for as long as one can live...