When Dreams Prevail,

Monday, February 13, 2012

Sigh...

I feel like running to a corner now.
Actually I am quite happy for her to finally
Have the attention of the person she was hoping for.
I donno ...
Have anyone ever have the feeling
Where u feel like telling someone something.
Yet u know words just makes things worst...

I know this feeling is gonna linger on for a period of time...
But I don't want it to affect anyone anymore...
Haha... Got a very funny feeling at the center of my chest now.
Stupid radio is playing the songs that makes things worst...

Smile... It's beautiful lie...
I need to retreat...
I need to hid within my shell... Again...

No! I will not hid in my shell anymore!
I need to break free of all this hiding myself here and there.
I am sick and tired of trying to be someone
I wanna be myself !
I wanna talk my ass off without giving ppl a damn consideration.
Why am I softening my voice for the sake of others?
Rawr rawr rawr!!!!
I wanna to be the fun me!
The jovious me.
The person who likes to make ppl laugh.
The happy go lucky guy who Is running around
Clowning around,
Not feeling embarrass and see joy in everyone!!!

Sigh...
A few hours has passed.
And I have already updated this post several times...
It's raining now...
I can't seems to shake off this weird feeling I have.
Kept looking at watsapp for updates.
But all I get is silence...
Didn't have appetite at all today.
Can tell today's she very happy.
Didn't dare to really text her.
Don't wanna spoil her day...
Will just dump everything here.
Since no one really comes here.
So I feel a little comfortable to say my heart out...
I really wish I have someone who would be my listening ear
As much as me being hers.

11:03 AM