When Dreams Prevail,

Saturday, February 18, 2012

lots of thinking through...

hmmm a lot of things is revolving in my mind now.
about the future, my passion and my responsibility.
actually quite sick and tired of the lack of fund.
time has pass by for so long yet nothing is really moving much.

as i was browsing through JobDB.
i notice there is actually a lot of job opportunity to pursuit my passion.
but one thing is missing now and is really required is having a car license...

i know myself ..
if i really wanna go into the line of photography.
i gotta have my own transport as well.
hmmm ok i have set a resolution .
if i am really unable to get into ngee ann poly for my course.
i will pick up driving.
i know i have my fears of driving.
partially due to my prob of falling asleep without me knowing.
i wonder if that is the reason why i kept having pressure in facing it.
i know money wise if i wanna save i can do it.
just the psychological pressure...

i guess wat really turn me back on track was due to someone.
i mean if u meet up with someone whose mature etc,
ur thinking would start to change.
i am glad i learn things and changed my habits.
as a friend i do have to thanks her.
but i guess i dont wanna do it now.
wat matters most is to make things happen.
and when the fruits of my success comes by i will approach her to thank her.

past months have made me grown a little older and wiser as well.
i guess i mix with younger age so much that i totally forgot i am actually my age.
priority comes by with the responsibilities i have to face.
the challenges i will need to meet.
i do see changes in me.
and i am proud of it!

10:47 AM