When Dreams Prevail,

Monday, July 18, 2011

Psy-locks within the heart

Sigh...ever come across times where u know u are able to do anything or say anything.
Yet due to a tremor in the past,ur heart is locked up in order to protect urself?
Ye..those are called psy-locks.

Many a time I have tried unlocking the lock within me
by trying to face females ,talking to them ,approaching them to chat.
But of cos those talks are on a work,photography and friend based.
There is no issue at all.but when I do fall for someone and tries to speak with them
even when we have several things in common to talk about.
I would end up with nothing or eventually coming to a point of nothingness.
My eyes wouldn't make a eye to eye contact with them.
I love looking to human eyes.they can be quite mystifying,not to mention about it being the gates to one's soul.
U can never lie to someone reads ur eye reactions.

Haha recently I tried to shut my feelings out.
Treating everyone as a friend basis.
And just look at how much things we end up talking,no stress,laughing and joking all over.
Of cos I do feel the little shadow luring nearby.
Now is never a competition anymore,never has been one to begin with.
And I am not one whose competitive over anything.
Don't don't like being the winner just to prove myself.
Sometimes being on the losing aide had it's advantage as well.

But wat some ppl don't realize is how they mKe others feel.
I just feel kinda sad when u know u like someone,
Yet u only choose to know everything about them and not notice the basic rules of love
the rules of changing urself for ur love one.
I am no lover boy ,but I know I am willing to change for the someone I love.
And making them feel who they suppose to be
And not wat u want them to be.
They aren't toys and love is never a toy.
If one were to believe that love is nothing but a board game
I would personally scold him/ her right at their face even if they are my best friend...

8:24 AM