When Dreams Prevail,

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

staying in the past...

hmmm suddenly feel like blogging something lol.
recently i found out that i kinda like to dwell in the past,
looking back on memories
it's not that the future isnt anything worth looking for
or the present is nothing special.

i just find there are golden times that ppl tend to forget that kinda saddens one.
everyone prefer to look into wat they have now and wat they earn.
forgetting the hard work and fun they use to have.
the tough times where one would need help from another.
or the competitive reason for improving oneself.

maybe it's just human nature that we dont dwell on a certain period.
the driving force that cause ppl to change themselves to a totally new person.
it could have been singapore's fast moving pace
or personal reason to change.
but i guess i am not the type that love changes afterall.
i am feeling myself wasting off.
losing many parts of me....

wish i can find the lost me again.

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just went for cosfest chalet not too long ago
it's a dejavu of 2 years ago
but this time the dejavu is a good one
with all the cutoff scene of all the unwanted parts

but somehow or rather i feel strange
i am getting some feeling of a few ppl giving a
wierd return feeling back to me
my 3rd sense tells me that i should investigate
on why those few ppl looked over to me in a not so friendly way lol

it's funny .i dont really talk to them anymore
since i got busy with my own life and stuff
kinda got the feeling started during streetfest lol.

no matter if i got a chance i will face wat i should face.
and see wat it's all about lol
all in all the chalet was fun.
3 BBQs in 2 days is wow WTFBBQ xD

hope next year will be just as good.

just like the story of the "little prince"...

6:56 PM