When Dreams Prevail,

Friday, February 19, 2010

a matter of pride and honor...

ever wonder why we dont go looking for ppl to love with and ppl not to love with?
it's funny when things turn out a different way then one would think of.

being able to communicate and understand ur partner is a form of showing out the love within
there are some who are able to perceive this while others who arent .
so does that mean loving them would mean a pain if the same feeling is returned

today i have talked to someone whom i hasnt talk to in a long time
i can see many changes in her and how mature she have grown to be
we chatted for a while on so issues of relationship and how we should perceive on others
and i would say i am really glad i have talked to her
well before anything i wish her dream of settling down would come true

anyway somehow i feel i am being push into a dark dark well
not being able to breathe at times
being a person who cant project my smile out easily
i cant help hoping to see the smiles happening in others
but sigh...it just isnt easy at all

An angel stripped her wings and and have fell off the heaven.
not wanting to seek the clouds above anymore
while a mere mortal has picked up the angels wings and being soring
yet still bare traces of humanly characters .

that is how i feel of wat i am feeling now.
just feel so sick to see things like this happening
i have actually a short story to kinda sum up how i feel.
but i wonder if i have the energy to type them all down.
arg i guess i will do a few part story to continue up tml
starting to have blackouts due to slp -.-

The Stargazer and the Fairy of Star of Gutan
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

In ancient times,
stars are a sign of either telling great fortune or mishap
and every star is guarded by a fairy within
this story tells of a maiden fairy named Hui Gutan whom watches over the star of Gutan
and a astronomer name Yu ze

Yu ze is a well know astronomer during that period of time
and many seeks his help in looking at the stars for fortune
he was popular around the ppl and often bring smiles to the others
with his unique talent

but despite his ability to bring happiness to us
he,himself has never been able to smile at all no matter how hard he tries

one fine day as he was reading the stars again
he unintentionally stumble upon a fairy
but during that point of time he could only sit on the patches of grass
looking at her wandering around and being with the guardian star god Hartu

"no matter how much i know i want to get to know her,
she will always just be a celestia being while i am nothing but a mere mortal...."

so he would just quietly sit there and watch her....

*to be continued... *

4:37 AM