When Dreams Prevail,

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Less Pew Pew more QQ

lol why am i still in that god forsakened place?
as i slowly see my life crumbling into the mist of darkness
i feel a little despair from time to time
yet i feel blessed from moments to moments

one would say being too emotionally attached to something will end u with nothing but pain
and i stringed myself with a Black elmo and a peacock, A fallen angel...with little "godfather" fairy

both plays their roles in a everlasting story's oracle
i feel like a mouse tying so hard to squeeze into the holes within the wall
trying so hard not to get stomp on
hoping for some loving cheese
but in the end traps of poison and tacks are all i see

why does a world that defies the logic of existance
can cause a dimensional tear into a person's heart
all i wish is for a smile
for someone to care and be cared
in the end it's nothing but a bad dream

i wonder if i am a puppet of god
when he feels that i neeed a dip of rainbow he would pour down the warm lights of the sun
but when he feels i am boring .i will be in the dump deep in a dark corner...

wish i can see the light again...
i guess that is no such thing as a happy ending with everyone
hmmm while i am typing this blog again i feel a deja vu
did i do this before?
it's like a same incident happening again...

私のように彼女の
しかし
私は愛する彼女も...
ので、何を好みに合わせて、愛する誰か？

2:19 PM

Dreamer's World

.::Bios