When Dreams Prevail,

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

the feeling of a Tamago

Everyone is has a egg within ourselves
one that is of a pureness within
Our dreams,feelings ,and many other memories feels up this egg
slowly we created ourselves
a beautiful alter-ego of a perfect self

but many a times we are clouded with feelings and sadness
that slowly corrode this egg of ourselves
turning it into a negative energy that force use to turn away from our goals
i guess to some anime lovers : Shugo chara is a well known anime
old but still worth a lot of meaning within
but it's not wat i am referringtoday
it's the real world that i am referring to

ppl who are affected by feeling after they were expose to the true nature of someone
as i was talking to another friend about feelings and when 2 guy approached her with a confession
i abruptly think about stuff that had happen to me as well
funny thing is,this gal has the same situation as wat have occured before similarly
the plot is the same,except the cast of the story
it makes one wonder if feelings are worth expressing out to ppl u like
or do ppl just enjoy being praised without a reason?
maybe it's due to past experience that have cause these ppl to reject reality
and fear the cause of pain and hurt.

as i was reading something interesting online
"one rejects the love of someone as well as a sweet talk even when they like them
due to the fear of getting someone they like hurt and in the end
causing a end to a uneventful start of nothingness"

interesting isnt it,
hasnt been a while since i read stuff like these
since the day i locked my heart with with a lock size of a huge border
feelings to me are just emotions that will cause hurt and suffering
which somehow proves itself to wat it is.

i guess there is something called silent love.
loving without showing//feeling//having
but seriously why bother to love when u cant even show affection to someone at all?

i miss the days where chatting with the someone without having to feel a restriction
the feeling of the world has no end
even when we know it will end someday
wat can i refer that as?
crush on someone? liking someone? loving someone?
or similiar just a natural thing that both party feels
that have already left in the corner of the street
infested by rats and roaches...

and btw i still never have the will power to let go
i just let it drift in the empty void hoping that u can hold it back again...
quietly waiting for ur return..

The Stargazer and the Fairy of Star of Gutan
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With winds of hope and disspair even then
and the blooming of spring flowers
A new year bearing new dreams for everyone has once again returned
Yu ze spent his blissingful life with Fei er
even though times were rough
with many misunderstanding and difference
they still gathers together
smiles and laughter are always never far from them

but even then Yu ze still feel a emptiness within himself
he often lies within his room looking out in the window
thinking about a certain someone that he longed years ago
knowing that even though
they were a thing of the past
and they are never meant to be togetherr
still he wise and hope that miracle will happen.

days past by 1 after another
Yu ze patience grew wary from the contant ranting
and comparison between him and others

he still rememebers the days
where he stared upon the stars in the nite
with the images of Gutan
his heart swells with aches and pain
and a longing that he would never reach....

"My humanly body might be here on the mortal world
but my heart and soul has already long gone to where you are
hoping that one day u will pick me up and hold me close to urs..."

(ends.. )

5:04 PM