When Dreams Prevail,

Sunday, February 07, 2010

all in a day's work, all in the nite's fire

lol recently i have suddenly enjoy talking in msn
with some friends and exchanging woes and joy
yea it's kinda but i guess it helps open up my mind
well maybe part of my mind i guess

but ever wonder when there were days when u feel that u arent u anymore
u gave up being true to urself
and lie to the real you just to appealing
yea i screw myself up sometimes i guess

why you might ask.
lol well i am guessing sometimes
i do turn out too much of a juice then a glass of plain water
i know i am a glass of plain water
but i donno if i am well received or not...
so i coloured myself with favourings to look like a juice

in the end...
the taste was too sweet for the drinker to enjoy..
i got poured away..
leaving a stained empty glass =\

i know i have read and learn that i should be truthful
and be myself.
yet having a bit of fun here and there
not too much that's for sure
i guess i need to have more self confidence
if i wanna really become a bottle of mineral water
full of salts and yet well loved by any thirsty drinker...

hmmm ok will do.
i will start adding more healthy salt into me
and become a better setting brand of mineral water then

nevertheless i love wat i did today.
failed a little on the surprize
not to mention that i didnt have the intention to wanna see it
was just preparing it
but i guess god of time didnt give me a good control amd it was mistaken wrongly
i guess i can only silently apologize inside my heart to that drinker
for the bad artificial colourings...

may everything run smoothly
somehow i felt something that warmed my heart a little
a hidden smile behind those emotionless feelings
i am glad that i can still feel that smile coming to me

blah almost 4
time to go slp
oyasuminasai

3:16 AM