When Dreams Prevail,

Sunday, September 07, 2008

When the fiend enters the heaven...

6th Sept 2008

When the fiend enters the heaven...

Many wonder where one's heaven would lie...
some find it in a big vast space
like an ocean or the big blue yonder
others find a small room
with everything they like a blessing to be in

so how can one define "heaven"?
in a bible heaven is a resting place of God
a holy palace where all the angels gathered
but then again when Chaos arises even the Holy place;
Heaven can be in a mess

to us mere human our heart is the heaven we live in
some lived a life of lonliness,selfishness and abandonment
parents whom seek for their own reasons to live and survive,
children who cant understand the hardship of parents.
leading the child grow out of the dark side of mankind
many would have known that man is born selfish as a youngling
with education, one slowly know the way of righteousness
but there are some who learn a street life instincts
the "protect myself and only myself" attitude
everyone beside it would just be a tool of destruction

the pain and agony led down from years and years
has misled the poor sheep to a less florish field
surviving is the only animal instinct one can seek
parents play a big role in life
if one were to led a child and not explain the reason behind each reason
one would never learn
and eventually led to a sad destruction of themselves
like a phantom without a face
hidden behind the shadows of others.

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sigh...i wish i have a time machine...
there are just so littletime and so many things in life that i wish to achieve
regard i didnt meet up with the right ppl in my life
or at least being in a restricted family control that my younger life has
haha..thinking back to those days sure makes me feel kinda piss
i could have done so many things in my life
if only chances were giving for me to learn from

well no point pondering over lost time
have to keep looking forward and fight fight fight!
only then wouldi feel satify with my life.
doing things i should have dont and trying things i should have already tried
one's never too young...or old to do
one one would never be too old or young to be a devil or a angel in life

the future lies ahead of us.
lay a path and walk on it
know the route to where one is heading.
a beautiful forest can sometimes be a dangerous place
compare to a eerie barren forest
at least u can see wat's ahead of u...

2:56 AM