When Dreams Prevail,

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

the 7 wonders of the world

1st Sept 2008

the 7 wonders of the world

another months passed by yet again
as the church bell from a nearby church started ringing the tune of a newborn month
my heart withers more to see how the world takes off with troubles and human nonsenses
yesterday was a fun day to remember
today's new month
tml's a headache day to ponder

why some might ask
well one wont know wat will happen the next day would we?
it just saddens me how everyone feels over issues of friendship and relationships
Love is a daily bread,with it u can soar into the very sky
hmmm...mightwanna add mouldy infront of the bread
and change that sky into thunderstorm

one enters a relationship,
ponders and wonder why we are in it
waited and shared some interest for a year or two
things turn sour,boring and all selfish
one starts to turn away
while the other starts to feel neglected
in the end it's either one would seek others for partnership
or simply feel the pain of betrayal

same for marriage
so sick of this shit
sometimes i wonder how does it feel to be in a fling
no worries of commitment,betrayal and lost of freedom
haha but i guess i am the kind that's cant seem to be in one
in the end of the fling would only be me longing rather then the other partner

now my life's kinda in a mess.
family,friends,bad peers and good peers
who should i stand with?
the ones whom i know yet i dont know at all?
or the ones who i dont know yet i wanna know more...
for now i think i can only say i cna only trust a few friends
True friends,these are the ppl i will protect as well
well enough i am bias so be it
i believe my bias has their reasons behind them
but again i wonder when as every turn to be worser then i have expected?
or is there some exterior force behind this?
watever it is at least it's more clear then ever how things are turning out to be
man(human kind) will always to selfish.FullStop!

these days i am very into tsubasa chronicals songs again.
there is only a few anime that i like a lot
chobits,ah!megami sama,tsubasa chronicles are some of the lovey animes that i am into
just yesterday during matsuri i am surprise that they actually played chobits theme song
but i guess they are not very up to date with their songs.
kinda a rush rush event as well =\
M.C wasnt very up to standard lol
i mean i LMAO at the part where the M.C said "explain cosplay" and with a reply of "huh?" XD
they kinda look like students to me >.>
but i mean i cant blame them as well.
they were kinda out of ideas anyway lol
if i were them at least do a little research on wat the events are
and have some emergency protocols o well.
at least this year i got thefeel of how a cosplayers year would be
"event"-ful is all i can think of xD
but again i stress i am just sad with the singapore attitude over cosplay
well i dont see cosplay as just dressing
i just take it as a overview of japanese culture and hobbies

then again of the whole event
there is 1 cosplayer i kinda "look down" yet honour her deeds
yes the "chocobo" that i mistaken as a "duck"
to make your own cosplay stuff isnt easy
it might look crappy but hey THAT's the spirit of cosplaying
well i better patch up my spirit and patch up a wing that i so longed to make
as for the "secret char" i was hoping to cosplay hmmm i wonder if i can afford it
not to mention make the wig well enough >.>
for now money comes first lol

3:40 AM