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Saturday, August 09, 2008

a sad and lonely saturday

9th Aug 2008

a sad and lonely saturday

today as i was dc-ed from my game
i went around looking at blogs as well as my own blog
and some thoughts came to me
somehow i have posted a wrong photo...
i donno..just got a feeling that i was the cause of the prob..
haiz...should have check my photos and post correctly.

yea love is mystical yet all so scary in get into
it's like a vast blue sea
clear as the crystal yet we dont dare to dip in fearing that it might be cold
or something that is unknown to surface...
in some relationship books i do read up that
when u gets into a relationship
u gain something ,u would lost something as well
it's hard to balance the volume between both the issues.

everyone are my friends yet for this sort of things i cant really give too much
of my opinions..
may it be one that i am more close to or one that i like.
it all appears to the same lvl.
i fear to be bias.
so i have no choice but to retreat to a viewers and bystanders view
one wrong comment can lead to many wrong thinkings.
it's not easy for one to understand my way of thinking.
i have made myself far too complicated for anyone to understand
it's my way of protecting myself too.
yet this protection is something that would kill me
i dont just talk..i do things.
words are nothing in this world,an empty bottle to hold promises

who wont be left out?
it's not easy to get everyone to come together
how can i not know?
getting everything together for the chalet is already something i can see
it's never the ppl who participate that is at fault in this group
only the organizer.
well i cant blame anyone anyway.they are still young
wit till they get to this age they would understand
something called "everyone" and not just "me me me me"

sometimes i hate being a cancerian in a way...
we are very protective over the things we own
and extremely defensive...
1 wrong mistake someone does or a little out of norm
we get very worked up and starts being very defensive.
i wonder wat other horoscope has a character that would really works in the other way
a counterpart of a complete opposite.
i have always wonder since the day i studied of my horoscope
wat happens when 2 crabs meet?
in my life i have been in affection with capricorn and Libra
being very good friends with fellow cancerian for our characteristics
and being head to head with Virgo,Scorpio and Gemini.

but i found out i have always fall for libra-ians
my first love is a libra-ian.
someone i fell for recently is a libra-ian
my mother's a libra-ian -,-;;
lol my life revolves around this horo pretty much.
so i decided to once again explore on libra

Libra

Diplomaitic and urbane
Romantic and charming
Easygoing and sociable
Idealistic and peaceable

On the dark side....

Indecisive and changeable
Gullible and easily infuenced
Flirtatious and self-indulgent

Cancer

Emotional and loving
Intuitive and imaginative
Shrewd and cautious
Protective and sympathetic

On the dark side....

Changeable and moody
Overemotional and touchy
Clinging and unable to let go

yea this is wat i found out for today's horoscope reading =\

CANCER
(June 22-July 22)
Get busy making those changes to your home. You should be doing something special with children. Have some fun, but draw the line if someone tries to fast talk their way into your heart
CANCER

lol nothing better to do went to take a which D grayman charare u quiz lol
here is the out come

What D.Gray-man Character Are You?
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