When Dreams Prevail,

Saturday, August 09, 2008

omg my dear daughter~~

9th Aug 2008

omg my dear daughter~~

haha sometimes it hurts to see one walking the world alone with an empty hand
hoping to hold onto another hard may it be warm or cold
i pamper ppl too much
when someone dear to me is near i will always put them in first piority
to many i might look like a scare of gf person
always letting my gf win and giving her all my attention
but yea she always deserves all tat i can give
but then again..giving too much freedom to one can be look into a wrong way as well

do u care about me ? to us it might be freedom to the gals
but when they receive too much of this "freedom"
it turns out to become neglect
lonliness... and feeling all "uncared" for
but then again i found out.
i didnt know so much after all
hints are given but they are just to normal till it's uncomprendable

to think i have given all my heart only to found out it wasnt is a big turn off...
o well it has passed so very long ago anyway
so i guess i am not really binded by the rope that was strangling me back then.
i find myself pron to falling for someone cos i am fraid as well
afriad that i did not give the correct attention
and end up with another disappointment

these days blog all over are raising in the eccentrical point of emoing
friends who lost touch with school friends.
ppl who feel left out by others and families
as well as confusing inner fights in personal problems
O megami sama,minna ga mondai de oshieteru no ka
tasukete onegaisimasu...

went out to alice with boss and painted today
lol tot i would be late
cos i have to buy nite show tickets for "center of the earth"
who knows boss called over "wanna meet at jurong interchange?"
XD heng so i guess i am not late afterall =x
went over to alice and yea lovely shop
alice is a very friend owner
everyone joked like nobody's business
and we met rynx and ragster there as well xD
wat coincident~~
yea eveyone was having funb boss and paints and thier doffie ragster and her dollfie and me and my air xD
but well it's not totally air
i actually saw something that attracted me the whole day

yea a dollfie i saw totally mesmerized me
her eyes her shinku hair and ye yea sailormoon back hair bun >.>"
lol boss totally owned me today
"eh?! sailormoon !" XD NO! not sailormoon~~
yea i got a pic to remember herXD
if i am able to bring her home i would havce adopted her home as my daughter le XD

War name would i give her?
most probably " Yukino"

why?
this is why

The Japanese name Yukino may be written with the characters for "chronicle; account; narrative" (yuki) and "from; possessive particle; accordingly" (no). Other possibilities include "snow" (yuki) and "of; this" (no), as well as "happiness; blessing; fortune" (yuki) and "from; possessive particle; accordingly" (no).

but well cant afford now ,
dont wanna be in too much debt anyway
cos this dollfie can go with my yukata
but wow
100 yukata vs a close to 800 dollfie x.X GG~!

nite time went off to watch movie with family XD
seems like family having prob again...
sigh... donno wat i can do
that's why i dont turn to my family when there are probs
just dont wanna tell them only to get a "see i told you so" reply later...
sigh..why cant my family be a normal family
a happy one calling and well maybe a little well to do as well =\

12:14 AM