When Dreams Prevail,

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

lol sadly the world has ended..

6th Aug 2008

lol sadly the world has ended..

lifes getting boring these days =\
with no interest in going into the forum
and waiting to settle the damn payroll stuff has got me pretically all piss off

sigh..i donno how i can face my friends about this situation.
want to get money also need to wait till the thing settle first
got extra pay or not.
wtf lah...dulan...
haiz...cant find someone who i can talk to with
everyone has their own life to deal with
studies..lovemates...work
i guess i only have games and my own little santuary to pour my sorrows to

now wat i worried is from the period of the now till payroll comes.
how to survive...
damn it man DAMN IT.
work so hard all for the reason of nothingness
really tired of all this crap

lol while i was ingame last nite someone actually explained wat EMO meant lol
E.M.O = Emotional Mental Orgasim
wth xD
i laughted my head off
guess it's more fun to check inside
then outside where even something u like can rot and decay...
i think i have the same thought as Dark.
i wish i didnt join the club in a way
should have just join sgcafe
though they are flamers and i dont like it as well
but at least they really are into cosplay and J-style
have i step into the right haven?
or was it a wall papered hell
with devils having paper made fire resistant helos
i dont know and i dont wish to know anyway.

just leave me alone...
no one cares..
and i dont wanna act all pityful just to be pitied by others
who dont even have the heart to care anyway >.>

4:30 PM