When Dreams Prevail,

Friday, August 08, 2008

A dreamy world so unreal...

7th Aug 2008

A dreamy world so unreal...

as i am typing this blog
back in the background music plays on Kira - sen from nori's blog
i found out she manage to lots of this piano conceto of some
which i really love listening to
back in my days in school i often listen to these music in the nites
and await my sleep with thoughts as well as ideas of my life
yea these are the music of our soul

when did i lost touch with the quiet side of me?
i still like being quiet at times
which nothing to distract me.
the world of my own...
yea that would be the dream world within my imagination...

today went over to fairmont and talked to veron over the issue of the pay
hope she can resolve the weekend pay
there is really a big diff between norm pay and having a extra rate pay...
hope everything will turn out fine...

today's ligen's bday.
was expecting just the BOB team today.
but in the end it happen to become a little kuraidori gathering instead
nah not really a kuraidori gathering in a sense
the small group had already have a gathering in the afternoon.
organzied by that guy.

yea was suppose to eat at shokudo
but in the end cos the group was in orchard
so we had to change our location to eat in wisma food court
but some of us met up at haru with the rest.
geez... when will this guy stop being an ass?

which nori called over to me apologising about the group
for not being able to go city hall to meet up
and yea the call came when me a gumok were nearby far east
met up with them and was wondering where nori was calling from
saw her at a corner using the phone
so yea continue to talk on the phone and standing behind her lol
haha kinda shock her in a way,she when ahh!!~
lol and guess wat >.>
that guy came rushing in like an orang utan looking for food >.>

yea again the same old
"u talk to someone ,i interrupt and not let u talk at all " attitude again
lol like i care wat u wanna do
your stupid tactics dont work on me anymore
u cant use that against me
i will still smile and laugh on even if u wanna make my day a bad one

while he tries to hurry everyone up to the 2nd floor(dont even know why >.>)
i stay a while thinking sai had not reach
LOL man was i surprise that sai was there in a corner quietly =\
so yea no one can be feeling out of thr group =)
talked with him on the way
man i really gotta say sai
sure have lot's of collection of clothings to change around

today got to see him in a oliver twist's type of clothing
haha not a professor today =)
went walking around far east before making our way to wisma for food
while me cheese and gumok we walking in the front
we lost the rest of the guys underground.
think they might have walked the other way or something
back track and still cant find them
just then a frantic peiqi called lol
almost wanna laugh when i kept hearing her talk about her cakes melting xD
yea a angie's choice ice cream cake
lol if it was easier i offer her help to talk cake over
since i can run with the cake to wisma anyway
but she was too concern about the cake melting that she didnt heard wat i say bah

lol while i funnily lost the rest while trying to tell peiqi to go to the esculator
i was at the other esculator
end up found out that they were all at the life area lol
yea wat a cockster i am >.>
anyway notice someone else was missing in the crowd
good at least one less irritating think to worry about
yea so it's time for the cake~~

atfer we ate ace and some of the guys went of to haru to wait for their costumes while the rest stayed on to eat
and end up we mad a Kbox out of the place
lol oldie songs were owning the place x.X
and end up also do griffti on the cake box till a lot of drawings there lol
lots of ocean creatures lol
and i quote myself "strange" ocean creatures xD
had lots of fun there
drawing and stuff

stayed till they close and forced to go haru
was surprise how "far" it was for sensei's new shop XD
1 shop away nia xD
stayed with the guys till they collected their costume
and man!~!! ace's kurosaki ichigo's zanbatou is super cool!
damn nice~~!

and i happen to saw nori's shinku costume as well
when she wear the bonnet my heart jumped a beat...
just too bad i cant get a snap shot of that image when she was on it
that particular image got stuck in my head
yea but i kept my thoughts to myself
better not comment on it.
if not later i wonder how many rumours will go flying all over again...
so hard to be myself yet restrict myself not to be me
kinda a suffering...sigh...

yea went off at 11
was afraid i might miss my last bus
so i had to go
say bye to almost everyone
well cant find nori
so yea cant bye to her .

Little bits of tots in a world of my own...
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yea yea it's feelings and tots again =\
yea i guess seeing my actions for today
i still have a sense of restrict from being all too playful with the rest
well most of the part would be towards ...
after that incident and hearing her cry that very day i called her
it has always stuck a mental note in my head
"i cannot be too close to her"
not matter how much i wish too..
whenever i do ,

someone just starts gossiping about it
and in the end that guy would make a fairytale out of it.
sick of this type of ppl.
i doubt he can change
so if his not changing am better of staying away from him
at least i am straight off with my feelings
i dont like u like it or not
not just the issue between u and me
but a lot of stuff ranging even to the date before it.

u havent change a bit.
never can be...never will be...
i just hope u dont hurt anymore ppl
cowardice gets u nowhere
hidding behind the shadows and
trying to use others to do your killing is pure cowardice

this is between me and u
i will keep it within me and u
at least i dont drag others into the hate circle
by putting salt on the wounds of the wounded

blah dont even wanna bother so much
just dont step on my tail can le
waste my creativity on shits and human wastes
want to screw up your life is your pasah
i am who i am wat i am and wat i will be.
happy moments will happen in real life.
sad moments will all be memories t hat are forgotten
or just words that wont make sense anymore in the future
so yea happy go lucky~~

and man i lost to gumok in yugioh !!!
arg!!! gana grind to death by the deck i hate the most...
this was the deck i vs in NDS !!
took me 4 days to beat that guy and gumok brings it up again>.<
now wat was the deck i had back then to win it? =\

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