When Dreams Prevail,

Monday, August 18, 2008

dreamless love and loveless dreams

18th Aug 2008

dreamless love and loveless dreams

these days i have really starting to dream a lot.
from love andbreak up dreams to the recent romance of the 3 kingdom type of dream
yea this time i dream of everyone as a character in romance of 3 kingdom
fighting over land and atking cities
i wonder if i am missing everyone in the class.
well if you think of ppl and things too much
subconsciencely u will dream about them
actually i do miss them
but going out with them might be a prob since i am in need of money
gotta find a perm job soon.

unlike some of them,
they are still young
allowance and stuff from parents are abundance
yea i cant compare with others as well
family isnt really very much well off.
i too love dressing up and looking good
but money has always been a factor that made me change my mind.
"u need some new clothing?"
"nah dont need lah my old one still can use"
a bag with holes can last me even till now.
well every little money counts.

funny to wat i see i have spent quite a sum
for the past 2 months gathering and stuff
it was fun i have to admit but it burns a hole as well.
at least i found out that there are much more cosplaying events in singapore
then just cosfest.
if cos i wont forfeit my love and dream for a troublesome clamity that happened
most of my friend knows about my interest
yea even my ex do too.
very much into this expect of arts.
yea i am quite a japano-file,
cosplay,jrock,traditional japanese tradition and stuff

if i were given a choice to be reborn,
i would choose japan.
i had dreamt about it before
living in japan,
working there and stuff.
there is so much difference between japan and singapore.
school,work,ppl and lifestyle.
sometimes i really fear being a singaporean as well...
the kiasu,kiasee attitudes
but wat am i to complain?
i am already born in this very country.
only way to get in touch with my heart is to follow my soul...

been listening to the instrumetal version of Tsubasa Chronicle - If You Are My Love
very sweet song,sad yet touching.
brings out a lot of thoughts in my heart.
really love these musical pieces.
music for the soul~

8:34 PM