When Dreams Prevail,

Sunday, July 20, 2008

sunday blues XD

20th July 2008

sunday blues XD

a boring sunday for me =\
i guess for the past few weeks i was so tied up with events and outing till now suddenly nothing to do i become restless in a way.

haha it's kinda funny when u have so much to do
and so much to look forward to
then now suddenly u dont look forward to anything
life became a half empty glass for now =\

so yea today i made a acception of sleeping all the way till 11am.
cant seems to sleep last nite anyay.
stayed awake till 4am in the morning.
i guess this month of july is a month of restless nites and moody feelings.
i recalled dreaming about everyone last nite.
peiqi,ligen,nori,mint,sai and some others
i kinda forget the details as i was woke up by my mother in the morning.

i wonder why do i have all these weird dream these days.
some say your dreams are link to watever u are always thinking about during the time u are awake.but wat could i have kept thinking about that can lead me to dreaming over them?

in the nite i just log on to dl some psp games and went online holic to chat with some of my friends there.
had a long chat with lance
haha kinda got jealous over lance and mel of their lovey lovey =x
haha not the bad kind of jealousy ,just fun type and think of how stupid i was.
haha well that's just how the world goes.
sadness>>joy>>pain>>happiness
there is never a imbalance in life
only a imbalance in the person whose walking the life...

tales of the Angels part 3
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as the fallen angel walks by the river from his sleepless night.
he thoughts of his nights by the river.
the dreams he made of the goddesses and lords,the cupids and angels above
he wondered to himself why does those momeries of the past followed him down?
an angel whom has fallen out of the sky.
banish from the skies for the black wings that he have.

having to think of how his white wings has turned black from a witches' curse
the fallen angel bares no pain but sorrows has he dragged himself slowly by the river.
fishes of different colours jumped up with joy upon seeing company of someone else,
birds sings a song of many tune that man cant comprehend,
yet everything all grew in harmony as the wilderness set off a orchestra.

strangly as it seems..
even though he was far away from the heaven
hymns of sorrow and words of tears came by with the wind
a silent cried from the heart
so soft and timid yet enough to wake the world
this sound reached the heart of the fallen angel.
angels have no need of hearing
the heart of the angels are link soul to soul upon each other
even the faintest feelings from a faraway angel could resonate upon any angels

The little angel's voice was resonating within like a bell from a church
wat has come upon the promise and wish ?
wasnt the relic speaking the truth?
or must one follow the true "truth" that any would.
every angel,even the arch angels are able to feel the sounds of every angels
and the fallen angel is glad that the link is there.
yet he feels unease that his heart was linked as well
watever he feels,it is also resonating in the others.
and he fear that part of him
and choose to smile and hid that side of him away from the other angels above
yet somehow the little angel have found out...

he can only hid himself as long as he can
wishing only wat's best for the little angel.
and carry a smile for her to move on...

"心臓の声を強く共振

心臓のように従ってください
と混同していても"

9:06 PM