When Dreams Prevail,

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

The story contiunues part3..A Real world made into a Plastic World

7th July 2008

The story contiunues part3..A Real world made into a Plastic World

i guess this would be my last entry for the day.
this is really the first time i have seen myself blogging a day times in a roll at different time of the day...
yea i guess it's kinda funny how sometimes a real world is hardly recognisable between a plastic one.
"how can we know if it's real or just acting to push things away."

am i just being to kind to others?
protecting them heartfully but in the end i just get a dagger stabbed into me.
2 times in a row,sincethe morning i have crashed against the wall.
and becos of that wall,i falled to look carefully for an exit which was always seems to be there waiting.
i donno...i just lost concentration to a extend that i had a mental block during that point of time...ideas just comes out harder then normally.well of cos that would be the case .i mean i can be thinking of wat the fiak is that guy trying to do the whole day yet trying to think of poses.

and wat i hate about ppl is to have make use of others to do youre dirty work.
"borrow the dagger of others and killing the one u hate"
wat's the meaning of this?
u have used 4 person that i have notice to do ur dirty work.
damn u...and many a times i freak wanna expose u.if not becos of 2 friends that i dont wish to hurt i would have practically lost control of myself..
u should know urself,u could have became a pulp that very nite.
so quit your fiaking attitude and wake up your idea.
and if u are freaking jealous..stop trying to use others to question your doubts.even i dont do that cos it hurts others more then comforting yourself.
just becos u wanna ease your pain,u think of these hurting moves?
wat kind of guy are u?
can u still consider yourself to be a guy at all?
do u know that whenever i found out that she actually cried,
it makes me feel sad as well?
i was feeling so damn down that day when she really feel hurt that nite.do u even care about her feelings?
damn u man...damn u...wake up your freaking idea,
stop trying to make the world turn sour.
i am gonna take a break off from this mess of troubles for a while..
i donno...after that nite i just feel freaking bored over your actions.
as well as mine...by letting myself being malipulated by u...

3:19 AM