When Dreams Prevail,

Friday, July 18, 2008

peeking from a corner...

18th July 2008

peeking from a corner...

today went out with the club again for dinner.
hanging around starbucks while waiting for the others.
kinda make a rackus over there XD
yea seems like ace had come out with a new trend
"where's my "fork" and spoon " joke.

it's kinda make me feel a sense of warmth again
seeing everyone laughing and joking again
haha well i have to admit i am enjoying everything
and laughing with everyone.
but there was something else that bothers me that day.
haha well i cant really tell wat this funny feeling is.
kinda like a little hand had grabbed my heart once in a while.

i wonder why do i still feel that feeling when
i throw that part of me away not too long ago.
did i really threw that part of me away?
or was it simply that the part never exist at all?
it could be hidden in another small room.

haha well all i know now is the clock is still ticking away.
things move on randomly.
i am enjoying this randomness.
something that i have experience when my soul is touched by an angel.
i have lost my wings and fallen out of the heaven.
still feeling all weak and fragile.
but there is always a melody and hymn surrounding all over.
a song of bitter sweet feelings
even angels have woes of their own.
can i still gather my soul and once again open my graceful wings again and fly towards the heaven again?

that is something i fear and yet i feel like trying.
an arch angel do look upon this little angel,
sharing and caring as often as the sun would rise.
sadly the fallen angel can only walk the lonely path
and quietly move on .
hoping that the angel would not be affected.
it's a painful stake in the heart .
but the fallen angel would rather not expose himself too much.
if the angel do feels the same thought,
eventually both wings reach for the clouds again

if the angel and the arch angel are as one.
the fallen angel would give it's blessing and just slowly heals his wings and wish for the day he would feel the clouds touch his face again...

"はは...私の天使を探しですか"

11:53 PM