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Thursday, July 24, 2008

hmmm wat happen to my ability to speak?

24th July 2008

hmmm wat happen to my ability to speak?

a day of work is a day of tireness
yea today qi and her friends came by in the morning to work
poor banquet guys =x
had to move over to the training room
end up they got owned for misbehaving in a way.
i mean i maybe over slack
but at least if u are not in the room do your work.
there are others who are watching =\
o well for me as long the work is done i am ok with anything

being a leader?
nah i dont really look at myself as a leader.
donno why everyone kept thinking i am a leader.
i have always told anyone i know

"i will not teach u anything
cos i am not your teacher or leader.
but i will walk with you
learning together as we do anything"

well it's cos of this ppl end up thinking i am a leader
haha this is not call leadership cos i am the kind that put emotions before work
and it would be bias when that happens.
and more over these days i am starting to have problem speaking properly...
it's a psycological problem which i used to face...
when i start distant myself from ppl
i would stop trying to talk
and guadually,i wont be able to speak fluently...
i guess i gotta give myself faith in ppl again in order to speak properly again...

as expected.things are running pass me with me noticing anything
if not for some friend i trust i wont be knowing nuts.
but i dont really give much damn about it anymore
after so much have happen
i dont feel that there is a bonding between everyone in a way.
everyone is being very protective over themselves now.
well i dont say i am not
"once biten,twice shy."
anyway it's better to keep myself away for a while
change my image for now.
and if the evil is perched from the holy cross
i would be back again.

for now i gotta get out of the earl suit -.-
some tease me over this
and there are others who criticises with a bad mindset..
yea it has always bother ppl who are fat xD
but i wont be lost my goal.
i just need to kept away from the negative comments that's all.

weee today is thurday..
lol i have repeated this for the 12th time
why?
today is too gay lmao
nonono today is the opening of alpha test of dragonica xD
after this blog i am off to play game~~
Damn..nice~~ XD
k so much for today's KPKB XD
see myself tml xD

8:04 PM