When Dreams Prevail,

Monday, July 14, 2008

hell boy vs hellish boy

13th July 2008

hell boy vs hellish boy

gonna make a fast blog tonight cos tired and have to work tml
went to watch hellboy with my mother today.
haha finally found out found why the rest were laughing at the "we will walk together" joke XD
it has really been quite a while since i last went out with my mother
was so busy with my life and my cosplay club till i kinda have no time for my family...

yesterday's visit to the old folk home made me feel that i need to be more closer to my mother
we dont know when and wat will happen every minute.
i see her getting shrouded by sick and stuff
that is enough to make me fell that as a son
i need to do more then just care and concern for her.
afterall i am the only son.
i have seen so many others who neglected their family
i am not gonna let that happen.

family bonding is wat i treasure and wat i look for upmost importance.
i dont care wat others think as long as i live
i will care for those i love and treasure the most in my life.
may it be a person , an animal or even an object that has lots of meaning in it.

i have always think of this which is true

"Death is not seen by those who speak the most,
but those that are silently trying to see death.."

which is quite true.
many a times i do fear the most are those that kept to themselves and not share with others.
deep inside these ppl
are always full of questions which they kept trying to answer yet,they dont wish for others to know.
in the end they chose death as a way to relieve themselves.
how i know?
i know of someone who does that,
actually a few...
learning to conquer those emotions takes a long time to really heal.
and thank God that friends are there to help as well as family members...
if not the world would be a kind soul lesser...
so i wish those who are having trouble or so at least have someone to talk to...
as longas the heart is truthful.
the world will no forseek any souls at all.
God is always balancing everyone's life.u will never have more sadness or happiness.
it's always balance...

"My 6 wings represents 6 things i would protect
my family,my love,my friends,my acquaintance,my dreams and lastly myself.."

があったの他の怒りを入力し、私は考え
私だけに皆さんに喜ん
と、私のような1つあまりにも幸せになる
しかし、それにして他の方法策
知っだけで何が起こっています。
私はただそう言って申し訳ありません
隠し事をすると
だけを保護する
私は救い主でない
私にできるせめてもできること保護するの微笑
私は幸せに十分な...

12:46 AM