When Dreams Prevail,

Saturday, July 26, 2008

frantic day at work

26th July 2008

frantic day at work

has really been a very tired day
the whole morning i was busy co-ordinating everyone for the seats...
with this comp not being able to log on to the system and
the other comp not being able having excel...
sigh...

end up i was running here and there to plan everyone's work T^T
if only it was the training room i would have access to everyone
feel so paiseh keep bothering the staff there >.<"

today finally sts work is done
with oly the fs work ,
i find myself facing the jobless difficulty...
not really jobless,
i am kinda approached by another person to work as reservation data entry job
but i donno
i find that guy a little scary..
not that his fierce,
just that he really creeply gayish >.< but i dont feel right to say that out =\ so i guess i will just keep quiet lol.

as i was running all over looking at blogs
only a few ppl who i often visit anyway lol
i am seeing that some are feeling sad over the cosplaying issue...
sigh...
to think something which was suppose to be fun can end up causing loads of trouble...
is it cosplaying that is the source of worries?
or is it the ppl whose in it that's making things bad?
i donno...

my dream was to make singapore or
at least more ppl to know more on J culture and cosplaying.
but it seems that the "singapore attitude"
kicks in to make things all upside down..
i wonder if i should try to gather ppl to gather together secretly
those that really have the love of cosplaying
and not there to make trouble or
doing trying to psycho ppl and be king of it.

left a comment on the blog hoping that it would cheer someone up a little
i could put my name in a sense as there's too many unwanted attention there
so instead of putting a fake name i used one of my name there
but it's not about my name
i just want the msg to be seen
no one deserve to be sad
the world is already dull enough.
if another candle of smile is lost ,
wont the world be a little more darker...?

a dream i wish i never woke up...
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this morning i just notice i woke up to a dream that i find strange yet
somehow i wish i can dream a little longer...
haha the setting is my house and my neighbour's house
the strange thing is it turn out that my house became a "chalet"
there in my dream i saw mint and nori beside me in the living room
the 3 of us seems to be playing some kind of board game
the other "chalet" (neighbour house) came by ryan and another guy to which i forgot who he is lol
(so much for not writing down my dream...)
i kinda forgot wat happened earlier.
but yea that's was my dream...
i wonder why i suddenly have these dreams -.-"
lol the power of L doll ?
i last remember i fell asleep after i displayed that L pushsie nori gave me that day
yea it never left the side of my bed.
watever is said by the mouth does not connect to wat the heart has to say...
wat a failure for someone who cant let go of stuff...
baka...baka...baka...!!*sob*

"the 13 roses of truth.."

8:22 PM