When Dreams Prevail,

Sunday, July 27, 2008

first prize 7796...$4k sob...

27th July 2008

first prize 7796...$4k sob...

chiong for work today..
woke up late and was burning the CD .
so end up was almost late for work haha
wat's so lame about the start of the day?
i left my ezlink card,key card,nets card and ic at home...

only realized it when i reach bus stop.
was about to u turn to get them but when the uncle honked at me
i got shocked and quickly boarded the bus.
only to realise i stupidly went up the bus without thinking -.-
end up today no money to buy stuff.
with only 20+ dollar i find myself crazyily controling my usage.
taxi fare 12 so 8 dollar left lol.

today many have no mood to do work
same for me.
i am just engross with going to haru for my order of yukata
seriously the uni until now i still cant get cos havent order...
sigh...
wat was suppose to be a big outing with skit and stuff all went down to nothingness.
as i was reading nori's blog i notice they had an outing.
no one informed any of the rest.
i donno if i should really hate someone for ruining everything
or should i just blame myself for being a idiot.
as long as that arse is there
things just dont seems to work correctly.
i wonder if everyone was having fun
it seems to wat iread ,
everyone is feeling emo?
hmmm wonder why.
suddenly there is no lol-ing anymore...
miss that days where the fun really never ends
everyone is laughing and smiling
going home with a cramp jaw from over laughing.
it's all a thing of the past now...

wat damn it sia mother called if i brough 4D today
my number turn out not 3rd prize but first prize!!!
and it's all the number and not diff number!!
i buy 9677
it open 7796
wth T^T 4000 dollar!!! wah how come these few weeks i so lucky/sway T.T

after work went to haru to order my yukata with qi's accompany.
yea needed someone to help with wat to buy for cosmetic xD
cant believe i will be using cosmetic XD
but aug 10 is coming nearer.
i gotta prepare for the arrival
still need to find a day to meet boss.
get from him the punk suit
then most probably pay him when i get my pay...
but yea finally ordered my yukata ~~
happy ^^

can wear for summer fest xD.
but no one's buying any
so i just get for myself.
was hoping someone else to buy as well.
but i doubt that will happen anyway.
she has her stuff to buy as well.
so that some wish she had would most probably be covered away in the mist .
o well.anyway not that it affect me also.
better not to get too emotionally attached again.

i donno...somehow i feel that she seems a little emo today.
wonder why..
could my thoughts be truth?
cant be...wont be also...
i wish i can really tell wat is going on in ppl's mind.
from my feelings i am sensing something.
yet from my eyes,
everything seems to be deceiving...
i just dont wanna see another sad face again...
especially when a bakemono is around.

when time comes i hope to see smiles in everyone again
LOL-ing without feeling any sadness
well at least to the least minimum~~
kokoro aitai...anata no kokoro ga hoshii koto desu zo...

Tales of an angel (part 7)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The sun raised from the mountains beyond the river.
bright lights shone down towards the fallen angel.
wat the fallen could see was a smiling face from a human he once knew
a smile as tender as the dandalion fluff
a voice as sweet as the winter wine.
the days in the valley where vines of grapes grew.
with many blessings from above this valley slowly bloomed to be a popular vintage

but with popularity comes jealousy and dispair.
shortly after the popularity rised
the fallen was abandaned and banish away from the vintage
for the fear of taking away wat was theirs.
arrows and spears were threw towarded the winged being
and was heavily wounded...
till the days from now
the fallen angel never grew out of the fear of spears and arrows
from the day he was bringing in sunshine everyday
to the point of darkness covering the valley.
now the valley started to lost it's sweetness in the heavenly grapes
one after another the villagers left.
leaving only sad memories behind.

the valley slowly deteriorates
the once sweet grapes has slowly turn sour...
so does the human girl who took care of the vintage...
eyes of sadness could be seen in her eyes
as she hids it away from the world

the devil's advocate dances with joy
singing the song of praise to the darkness...

9:16 PM