When Dreams Prevail,

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

being made used

22nd July 2008

being made used

today i just changed my link to prevent some unwelcomed visitors
kinda funny that ppl are being make used yet they didnt know about it
was reading back in the forum and i almost fell off the chair when someoine tot i had spied their blog =x
gotta love this

i think i must have made him feel so despo till he almost wanna kill himself xD
well after all wat he says can only be refer to me or another friend of mine.
but i think he dont know about it yet.
better to keepo that secret off the track lol
somehow i feel much as peace changing my link knowing ppl read my blog to make wonderful stories with it xD
why am i not mad or sad anymore?
well firstly i am already tired of the clown act.
anyway there is differents noticing and liking someone =x
and since i dont wanna i was confuse over wat i am feeling.
so i would blog down my thought as i would forget stuff easily
and in real life do indepth thinking.
without thinking and going through thoughts ,
one would be brain dead
and start doing strange stuff to hurt others.
anyway i am more of a analysis then a action taker.
my road leads me through a thicket of thorned bush.
but the bloods are not shed without a price.
i learn from those pain.
that's call life experience.
everything is about trial and error.
without falling one wont know wat is called standing up.

and seriously.am i spying or am i being spied wahaha xD
i cant stop laughing when i read those comments
i doubt i would bother to go into forum with that guy roaming there typing nonsense
just love it when fox tails appears when things get out of hand =)
anyway i would still continue my angel story.
after all it has been sometimes since i update my story blog.
gotta put in some nice stuff for myself to read.
but for today i will rest a day XD
wanna play my psp and dl florensia XD

and to my friend mochibaby :
there are times when one have to be strict over others
it's not your fault for being wat u feel
and dont feel remorse over wat he think is wrong
just remember to protect yourself at all times
if one can do distaughtful stuff to others
there will always stay the same
"a leoperd can never change it's spot"
forgive but don't forget
that's wat my teacher have taught me.
it's just that i failed to learn it well =\
u have been a kind soul to all my friends
and God believes in you =)
i will start my forget and not forget lesson too
it's the only wat to be careful of the ppl around u

8:44 PM