When Dreams Prevail,

Friday, July 18, 2008

anata no koe,boku ga kiko eru...

17th July 2008

anata no koe,boku ga kiko eru...

these few days i was so busy trying to finish my commitment to the summery for outing that i dont go around reading blogs.
after today.i went over to qi's blog and it made me wonder about the life as a crabster...

today is qi bday.
it is suppose to be a happy day for any bday guy/gal
but when i heard a voice that i have never heard before.
a voice of someone that is sad.
it somehow made me wonder about a lot of stuff.
this year's july = bad month for bday?
dont want to go into details.
just feel that bad july...that's all...

"daijoubu desuka ?"
for a gal whose face always facing the sunshine
has a long shadow behind her as well.
i always sees a reflection of myself whenever i see her.
to smile to the world and make the world smile as well.
but deep inside,we always seek company from the constant loneliness within us.

anyway i am glad that our "band" is always there to support each other.
A.L.P.S, L.A.P.S or S.L.A.P ? which one nicer for a band name XD
ligen and sai shared on a gift for qi.
for me since i shared a gift with nori so i insist on buying her a cake.
wanted to make it a surprise entrance to shokudo.
end up got owned by the cashier "no outside food" >.<"
so much for making a big impact haha...
was really funny how the world works in a way where u wont be able to do wat u planned to do...
o well...i am always full of crazy ideas but these ideas are for making the world smile and laugh.
LOL is good,it washes away all sadness and brings joy into everyone.
even a brief moment,it is still good.

we went over to suntec for a crazy arcade ligen and qi played DDR .i later solo 2 games of DDR as well.has been quite a while since i played DDR,have always pop into Pump it up these days.haha after that we went to the basement for a final cake fiesta.lol i feel like a baby when the 3 of us got feeded by qi.
lmao the way she cut it also funny cut turn cut turn unti the circular cake became a holy cross x.X"
had so much fun together.took a lot of vids as well but i doubt tonite i can make the full vid.com not enough space -.-"
haha i have another intuition over something...
i think it's not for me to think about anyway.
so yea...
for now i wanna hide in my shell
until i am brave enough to look at the world again...

My little heaven in the sky
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emotions are a tidal wave upon cancerian.
we hide our sadness from others.
not wanting others to see it.
and also to protect ourselves.
anyway for my look and my body,
i am just a chubby fat ass to others...
o well.afterall it's human nature to look at appearance anyway.
who can look at the heart of a person?
not much so yea,
of cos ppl will avoid me
used to it le...

"sadness sadness go away
bring a smile into the lonly heart
and shine your warmth to our shelter.
let us once again taste the fruits of life again..."

sometime i wish i am a anime character.
which anime char i wanna be now?
hmmm how about Allen walker for now?
why u ask...
well after reading the manga i feel that the char "allen"
seems to have a goal which i am persuding.
since the story is not about love and stuff
so yea i dont mean mushy stuff.
"live not just for the sake to fight
but for the sake to protect those he loves"
dont think many ppl will think abou that...

anyway i find the jesdavi combine form is freaking cool.
but if one were to cosplay it.
the damn wig will cost a bomb...
lol i like chars with very long hair but i mean 200+ for the wig is pretty painful...
geez..

私はひそかにと恋に落ちたん...
私がそう感じることはできません
あなたのような他の人の原因
しかし、すべての人の幸せな限り
それはすべて私の世話を
怖がらせるの恋に落ちる
私はすべてを失うしたくない再び...

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