yesterday...yesterday...haha nothing much happened actually.just the start of my clearance from ns.has been quite a while since i manage to really stay at home and rot.the feeling's quite shiok actually but yet.kinda boring too haha.yea sleeping till the sun is hanging high.playing games till the moons shines bright ah....so shiok.but soon enough i will have to end this luxerious lifestyle and start planning for my path after ns.life will not be the same anymore,in army i have kinda became a slacker,the type of "you dont push i dont move" person haha.but that's gonna change .it's not something i look forward to.i want my life back ^^.money will not be a prob to me now(or at least i hope so.let's hope that it will turn out as i have hope it to be.

sometimes i wonder wat goes in a mind of a gal.both young,teen and adult.i have female friends who is young yet they are so much curiously wanting to know about stuff they shouldnt.haha maybe it's due to me been a kittke traditional and a tint of naiveness not to be able to understand wat they are thinking about.yea i mean i am a guy,i too wana explore(mind u i meant explore in different expect and not just sexually -.-")but in turn to the questionaire of my curiousity. are female more of a filrt then a guy or is it due to the social involvment that guys hurt females too much to a extend that female evolve to taking the role of casting out the fear of been a "flirt-ed" person by first being the flirt themselves?it's just gets to me that sex is not everything and yet it's not nothing.we go for both sexually aroused and physically enjoy wat we do as well has doing it with love and not just for flirting purpose.i urge those and those who think flirting is a good hobby to consider about the feelings of those who you love and those who love you.true love dont exist but they will if both party builds them with trust and emotionally bonded....